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It has definitely been a while since I last did this...well, a lot of good things have happened...but it's funny how you never think of those good things when you feel your life crumbling and your heart and soul trembling. I think there may be something seriously wrong with me...either that, or Devin is just trying to find fault where there is none in our relationship. At times like these, I can't help but agree with my mom when she told me that all that men want is sex, if they don't get enough of it, it seems as if they want to run away, but when you keep the brain between their ******** testicles satisfied, they swear undying love and a relationship that will last a lifetime! I am tired of Devin being so ******** selfish! I give all of myself to him, only to have him tell me that I need to get a 'hobby and some friends', In all reality and consciousness: WTF is that supposed to mean you a*****e! I give you everything you want, go out of MY way EVERYDAY to make you happy, and all of a sudden you say this ******** s**t to me?! I push you everyday to realize all the things you want to do, and to be the best you can, and you tell me this s**t?! I AM TIRED of this! What will it be next time, huh? I'm too much into my 'hobby and friends' that we don't spend enough time together, or I don't do enough for you?! You know what! ******** YOU!! Yeah, I said it ********! ******** YOU and your lies, ******** YOU and the immeasurable love I have for you, ******** YOU and I hope your mother takes care of you with her drunken, drug-high, selfish, painful love, because if you're going to keep this senseless s**t up, YOU, my ******** selfish love, can go get you a** ******** over by whoever you want!
neo_genesis236 · Sun Sep 21, 2008 @ 10:22am · 2 Comments |
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