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So recently my sleep has been disturbed quite annoyingly.
I'll wake up sometime around four or five, get up to go to the bathroom
and then toss and turn for an hour or so before finally falling back to sleep.

Also, I've been having dreams
where I'm at school
on the first day
and the Beloved are all there
and I realize I've missed the rest of my summer
but I don't give a crap because I'm with them again so it's all okay.

Then I wake up really sad that it isn't true.
I mean, as much as I love summer, I love them more.

In other news, there's something called the Butterfly Project.
Read it.
My quotes are back.

Did you know that's why I started them, in addition to Lacey?
Because they draw attention to my arm.
Because I don't dare cut when the words are there.
So mine are words rather than butterflies.

But they serve the same purpose.


Also, the color for self-harm awareness is orange. So I'm most likely going to be wearing an orange bracelet now. If you all wore something orange too, you know it would mean a lot <3

Keep in touch,
~Lelly

Current Quote: Dreamer (in purple lol cause I don't know where my black sharpie is)