Hm. For once, I thought I'd add a normal Journal Entry. An actual Journal. Not a literature book. A journal. I thought about things for a long time, before I realized the true meaning of it. Being selfish... I understand now, that the song my dad writes is about himself. About how selfish he is. I never understood why it was called selfish, until I learned it wasn't only about himself... but his beloved brother as well.
After my uncle's death nearly 15 years ago, my dad changed his life... In fact, my brother was named after him.
Anyway. The title of element a440's first andn only album is "selfish" and, as I said before. I finally understand why.
When my Uncle Robert died, all my dad could think about was sad HE was. Yet... he was still breathing. The line, "Why am I so selfish?" speaks about how he was so depressed and his life was "crashing" but, really, he shouldn't have been so selfish, at least he is still alive.
It seems like a pretty easy concept to understand. But I've been blinded, and now, I understand completely... Now I truely know. And I've never been happier before in my life. I'm living it up. :3
Lyric hunn · Mon Jul 07, 2008 @ 06:01am · 0 Comments |