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heart y is it when u luv sum 1, u think they luv u back? yeah they treat u good and luv u, but not the luv u want. then when u finally get with the person u really liked and start going out with them, they just dump u like yesterdays trash. u thought they really luved u. u come on everyday waiting for them to log on, just sit there for hours waiting. the clock goes tick-tock tick-tock while u wait. just sitting there. then they finally log. the moment u have been waiting for all day, from the time u woke up this morning till the very moment he logged on. u meet them sum where and when they finally meet u at the place, u say i luv u or i missed u or i was waiting for u or how was ur day? and they just say "*sigh* well im sorry, but we're threw. i found sum 1 else" then u get real angry, feel like it was all ur fault. u feel like u need revenge on them. u feel like u need them to feel the pain u did. every one every day askes god y luv hurts so bad. god says "thats just the way life is. u live, laugh, love, hate, then die. i cant stop that, u will just have to find a way to get over all ur hate and learn to luv them again." heart