Well, saras mad at me again. She thinks im jealous of Tayah, her new best friend that she met like this year or late last year! im to sad and angry to remember. Well she has been really angry at me and and basically has left me for tayah. o well. not the first friend stolen from me. im not blaming tayah. its saras decision and i dont think tayah would want to make her leave me. but i dont know. i cant trust any one any more. Except Alyssa, Keena, Amanda, Bri and Zach. They are my only real friends that would never leave me! This morning before school started i was standing there and all my friends above (except Zach and Bri cuz they dont go to my school) were in a circle and they wanted me to join them. i was really upset and i didnt want to move. so lyssa came over and hugged me and asked me what was wrong. Thats when i really realized what i was going to have to go through. Never going up the school stairs with sara laughing like best friends. Never sitting with her at lunch. Never staying over each others house and staying up till 4 in the morning and laughing at every stupid thing cuz we're way over tired. Never just talking and comforting each other when the other is sad. I started crying all over lyssa and every one helped me. I cried all the way up the stairs to my locker. Now we are just two people. never to be friends unless she decides to be my friend. but i think she should go with tayah because she just seems happier with her. I dont cut it anymore. But thats ok. Nothing lasts forever. Not even promises. But it must be meant to be. otherwise it wouldnt happen... but that doesnt make it any better. I hope she will tell me her decision soon. o well. ok. i have no more to say. I hope my life gets better. Thanks for reading...
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