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So, since almost a year, I'm stuck with an obnoxious stalker. I know, I've told few people about her, but only a few people know the exact story.
So, in July, last year, at my last work, there was a small girl coming often. She looked cute and innocent at first, and she acted quite friendly. So I was acting nice with her. And she was acting nice with her. Everything was fairly normal back then. So once, she asked me if she could see me out of my shifts. I accepted, thinking it would have been nice to go somewhere with her, and she could become a good friend. So, we fix a date, and we go spend some time in the city.
And then it all started.
Before the day I had to go somewhere with her, one of my co-worker told me something in a subtile way: "Don't hurt someone you don't love, they don't need it, be careful, they can be clingy".
She asked me out, and told me she loved me more than anybody could. I was quite perplexed, considering the fact I hardly knew her, and accepted to spend the day with her...to actually get to know her better. So, I refuse her feelings, and tell her, that I'm not into women anyway, and I already had a boyfriend. For now, she says it's okay, and didn't looked so sad. I thought she wasn't so hurt, and understood my feelings.
It was surely the biggest mistake I made on that case. sweatdrop
So, everything was fine, until she asked me if we could go out and hang togheter again. I accept again, still thinking that she was just an average innocent shy girl. During the whole night, she tells me about everything of her life...which was pretty weird, since many of her stuff didn't made sense at all. So, I knew, lots more about her. Everything was fine.
But once, online, she threw a fit about the fact she wasn't accepting the fact I had a boyfriend, that apparently I loved her and didn't wanted to admit. One of my friends got involved, and tried to explain her. And then she threw some random details about my life...that never happened in first place. About my attitude and all. But since that friend works with me, she knew she was all wrong. At first, I thought she was simply lonely and really attached to me. So I wasn't mad at her.
Few days after, at work, she came again, apologizing and all. It was fine with me. And then, one of my co-worker needed help for something, so I told her I was sorry and had to go. Still fine. So I go to my co-worker, she told me that she didn't needed me, she just wanted her to go away to tell me something that started to creep me out, very much: That girl comes everyday since I worked there. Every single days, she could stay there for hours, pretending to do her grocery shopping, and when people were noticing that she wasn't going to buy anything, they were asking her what she was doing, she was telling them "I'm waiting for Dimitri to come." And if I wasn't working, they were kindly telling her that I was off for the day. And then, she was getting a little agressive and replying "I know he will come!". So they were forced to kick her out.
Now, I was a bit scared. And I finally got what that other co-worker had told me before: I wasn't the only one she clinged on.
And then, I moved away, more than 200 km away. She seemed to be able to get over it, but I was still naive.
We exchanged gifts for christmas. And everything seemed fine.
And then, I found out that she was very boring to me, and I started taking my distances from her.
And she started calling.
My phone number, how did she got it? I don't know, since I changed it three damn times.
And the more it was going, more suspicious her calls were.
And finally, I realized, she really created a whole new personnality to me, from the beggining. She had expectations about me, and believed them VERY strongly. So when she found out I wasn't, not even a little bit, simmilar to her expectations. She did expected an another personnality. Never my actual personnality. So finally, for her, I was nothing but a pretty face.
Who had to fit to her expectations.
She was doing everything to get me. Tried to make me jealous, invented herself a new personnality (because maybe she thought I was working the same insane way as her), and when I was telling her, in a straight forward way, that nothing would ever happen between me and us. She was going literally insane, and disillusional. And invented things about me, about her friends who were testing me (wtf?), and about me being a cocaine dealer (Yes, I'm a cocaine dealer, you didn't knew? I didn't either, nice eh?).
And she started sending me actual letters (a fun anecdote about them: She forgot to put a name on the enveloppe, so my dad though it was for him, he was SO TERRIBLY confused when he got them. Since she wasn't mentionning my name anywhere, he couldn't have told, since nothing was refering to me), I thought it was so damn ******** up!
And she planned to come. But then, I told her that if she came, I'd literally call the cops.
And then she said she was sorry, and sent me informations about a disease she had, after having read it all, I realized, it had NOTHING, absolutely NOTHING to do with what she was doing. At first, I thought it could have been a proper excuse.
But no.
Still I forgave her, and gave her a chance again, because she still seemed...to be very lonely (to make all that fuss, you have to be very lonely...and desesperate). And...she threw a fit again, worse than ever.
And then...I told her everything I felt about her, so: That she was an annoying stalker who's disillusional and who can't face reality. And she played the suicide card, and cursing me.
And blah.
I hope I got rid of her.
And I hope that finally, I'm not having a second personnality that acts when I think I'm sleeping. And that personnality was selling coke to earn money, me and that personnality loves to fight with eachother, because it lowers our stress, so everybody should do that too. With the money we earned with the coke, we could start a fight club, so everybody will be able to deal their stress. And then, my second personnality was banging that girl, and blah.
And maybe I did watch Fight Club WAY too much in my life.
 Pantsukon · Wed May 07, 2008 @ 04:15am · 4 Comments |
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