I just need to breath i really don't know what to do i feel like im loseing everyone i care for its just makes want to go kill my self. I relize people arent going to be there for ever i just expected that i would be able to be around him a little bit longer but its ok i said it would happen and i told him i didn't expect him to wait on me. I just don't know what to do i feel like my heart is down in my pants because its sunk so deep. I just wanna go away i knew this was going to happen i shouldnt of been soo stupid. I mean im pretty sure that everyone knows things don't last forever. Im just sooooo darn dumb i should of never let my self get close these last couple of weeks of my life have been like hell and i feel like its going to get nothing but worse. I mean just as i thought i was happy and i was really starting to enjoy life i relize in the procces of gaining the feeling of being happy i have lost the person that could ever make me happy. You know guys don't worry about why i just said its kinda stupid i have no idea what im talking about well. I love you Danny Always and i hope that i rot in this hell of a life still loveing you
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