Its like words and Sh!t......that i wrote...well typed......just read it and comment if you want to.(and please no negitive offensive comments that might anger me...i dont have a very stable mind) {note some of these entries are just so i can get stu
My Twiztid life
ive been through a lot of crap in my life...i moved 4 times in 2003, my dad killed himself when i was 3 my mom died a year a go and my 7 year old neice died of heart failure when she had the flu...ive done pretty much nothing with my life. my mind is screwed up from going on and off depression pills (which i am not taking anymore) a lot of people in my situation would think of suicide once in a while at least....i dont. i dont because i dont everyone that cares for me to go through the pain of a loss especial the rest of my family. instead i think of kill others instead of my self....there are the people who screwed me over...talked sh!t about me...even tried to rape my gf (ex now) i dont think im gonna live very long in this life so i just try to hold back my anger till im alone then i stab the hell out of stuff and then it goes away. i have friends that are so close to me i consider them family and they try to help me and it works....for a little while anyway.