Wow I know me and Tara have had problems but wow.She hates me, for real! she can't stand me around ... my once best friend hates me ... she's friends with my boyfriend now...it's funny I was only a few months ago trying to get them to like each other and now ...wow. I just don't know what to say. IT seems to be a reaccuring story... Gee am I that bad of a person or horrible or what ever? I just don't see what I did wrong ... she says I broke her trust but I donno I guess she can get away with breaking my trust (big time) and I'm suposed to forgive and forget, but if I do some thing wrong than she hates me. Thank fully I had my boyfriend there yesterday. He made me feel so much better. He's amazing! I think I would have been in a alot worse mood than I was today. I was a little bit bitter today but other than that I functioned pretty well. I just wish all this would stop I wish I cold fnd my self a real bestfriend. Right now the closest thing I have to a real friend is Grant. I know so many people, I say hi to so many people each day but truth be told, I can't really concider any of them a friend, let alone a best friend... Aquaintances ... thats about it...just a bunch of people that I know from some time ago. People I may have called a friend then but now we have faded apart and can bairly hold the rights to saying hi. It sux and the fact that I live on my own makes all that more depressing. I'n fact if itwasn't for Grant I don't think I could handle this .. o.k maybe I'm stretching it a bit, but I know that I certainly wouldn't be feeling a little bit better if it wasn't for him. Well I better go ...I doubt that anyone reads this anyways.
Tiffany heart Grant
hottielikes · Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 10:54pm · 0 Comments |