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So this meme has been the only entry on my journal for a long time, and it was dated some time in 2005. I figured it's time to update it.


Your gender: Female.
Straight/gay/bi? : Gay
Single?: No.
Your birthday: July 21st
Your age: Somewhere between ten and twenty.
Age you act: Depending on mood: 2/70
Age you wish you were: I'm not sure; mid-twenties wouldn't be bad.
The color of your eyes: Green, with a weird black ring around the irises.
Happy with it?: Yeah.
The color of your hair: Dark brown
Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right-handed.
Your family: Mother, father, 4 grandparents, 4 uncles, 3 aunts, 7 cousins.
Piercings? : None, but I want all up my ears, snakebites and a labret, my tongue and my nose, and maybe two on each eyebrow. I like piercings.
Obsessions? : Fandom, music (read: metal and Wagner), femmeslash
Addictions? : Er...breathing?
Do you speak another language? : Nothing fluently, but I did a GCSE in Spanish.


Deep Thoughts - About Life And You In It

Do you live in the moment?: Not really. I worry about the future and regret the past a lot.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Not at all. I judge everyone on their beliefs, and if I don't like 'em, I hate 'em.
Do you have any secrets?: Ooh, plenty. biggrin
Do you hate yourself?: A lot of the time, yes.
Do you like your handwriting?: Haha, it's...odd. I like that about it, but it'd be nice if it was legible at all.
Do you have any bad habits?: Cracking my knuckles, being a sodding moron, ripping out hangnails.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: The Box-Office Flop of the Century
What's your biggest fear?: Fundies. gonk
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Nah, I couldn't look cool if I tried, man.
Are you a loner?: I like to be able to be alone when I want to be, but it's nice to have people to whine to sometimes.
What are your No. 1 priorities in life?: Making music. That's it.
Are you a daredevil?: No. I'm a coward. sweatdrop
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Pretty much everything.
Are you passive or aggressive? Aggressive, definitely.
Have you got a journal?: Yeah, my DeadJournal
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Greatest strength: Being a smartarse. Greatest weakness: I never think things through.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I wish I didn't do so many stupid things...
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Uhh, sometimes. I'm usually pretty controlled, but now and then I have a complete breakdown.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Not that springs to mind - nothing major, at least. There are tons of more minor things.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Not really.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: People are idiots.
What do you like the most about your body?: My eyes, I suppose. I don't like my body at al.
Do you think you are good looking?: Ugly as sin.
Are you confident?: Not at all, but I cover it up with bravado most of the time.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Katou from Angel Sanctuary. And Sam Vimes and Agnes Nitt from Discworld.
Smoke?: No. I need my voice.
Do drugs?: I need my brain, too.
Read the newspaper?: Every day, if it comes before I leave the house.
Pray?: No. Pleading with thunderstorms, and all that.
Go to church?: Ew, no. I hate religion.
Talk to strangers?: No.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yep. Looshkin, Otis, Zac, Asmodeus, Sephiroth and Bonejangles.
Take walks in the rain?: No. I hate getting wet.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: To yell at 'em, yeah.
Like to drive fast?: If I could drive...yeah.


Would You Or Have You Ever

Liked your voice?: I hate my speaking voice, but I'm a singer so I guess I have to like my singing voice.
Hurt yourself?: I am a complete and utter clutz, so yes.
Been out of the country?: Yup - America, Holland, France, Germany, Ireland. Going to Norway next summer, too.
Gone skinny dipping?: Ugh, no.
Had a medical emergency? : Yeah. I bashed my tooth in on a step when I was two. Blood everywhere. GORY, DUDE.
Had a surgery?: Nope.
Ran away from home?: Yeah, but it didn't last long.
Played strip poker?: No. Eek.
Gotten beaten up?: Yeah.
Beaten someone up?: Yep.
Been picked on?: Yeah.
Been on stage?: Yup.
Been drunk?: Yeah.
Slept outdoors?: Yeah.
Thought about suicide?: Oh yes.
Gone one day without food?: Yeah. I've gone a week on water, and dry bread towards the end.
Talked on the phone all night?: No. 'Til about three in the morning, though
Slept with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yeah. Same sex, too.
Slept all day?: Yeah, when I was ill.
Killed someone?: Not yet.
Tried too Make out with a stranger?: Ack, no!
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you were going crazy?: GOING crazy?
Kissed the same sex?: Yeah. I'm GAY, idiot.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Yes. Duh.
Had a dream that came true?: Yeah, unfortunately. I don't have nice dreams.
Met a famous person?: No.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Yeah - we've run over a baby deer, a squirrel, a pheasant and a rabbit in the car.
Been on the radio/televison?: Yes, unfortunately.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes. heart
Had a nervous break down?: Not a fully-fledged one, no.
Bungee jumped?: No. I don't want to!
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yeah. scream


Clothes

Shoe brand?: I don't do 'brands'. Nondescript black trainers.
Brand of clothing?: Ditto. I don't even remember where I got most of my clothes from, to be honest.
How about parties?: I hate parties.
Wear hats?: YES. I have a bowler hat, a black Catscratch hat from Genkihats, a Stetson ( heart ), not to mention my cowprint bandana. biggrin
Judge other people by their clothing?: Yes. Well, it's a form of self-expression, isn't it?
Wear make-up?: All the time. Won't go out the house without it. Otherwise people'd run away screaming.
Favourite place to shop?: The Great Intarwebz.
Favourite article of clothing?: Ooh, my Stetson, and my Bal-Sagoth shirt
Are you trendy?: stare
Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: I had to for a very, very long time; I'm infinitely glad I don't have to any more.


Beliefs

Believe in life on other planets?: I think it's very improbable that there isn't any, to be honest.
Miracles: No.
Astrology?: No.
Magic?: No.
God? : No.
Satan?: No.
Santa?: No
Ghosts?: Not in the supernatural sense.
Luck?: No.
Love at first sight? : No. LUST at first sight, sure.
Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)?: Nah. Well, that good can't exist without bad, yes. But not that bad can't exist without good.
Witches?: Fluffbunny idiots, yeah.
Easter bunny?: I never believed in the Easter bunny.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes, I think so.
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Of course not.
Do you wish on stars?: No. Unless I'm really desperate.


Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No
Do you think God has a gender?: No.
Do you believe in organized religion?: One-way road to disaster, that.
Where do you think we go when we die?: Nowhere.


Amigos

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes.
Who is your best friend?: I don't exactly have one.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Er, Carri, I think.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: *shrug*
Your favorite inside joke?: BELLDANDY. biggrin
Who's your longest known friend? Rachael.
Newest?: Tommah. heart
Shyest?: I dunno. Carri, probably.
Funniest?: Lain and Maya.
Sweetest?: Carri or Tommah.
Closest?: Carri, when she doesn't hate me.
Weirdest?: Lain. biggrin
Smartest?: Dan.
Ditziest?: Lorn.
Last person you talked to online?: Bowen.
Who do you talk to most online?: Dan.
Who are you on the phone with most?: Hana, but I hate phones. gonk
Who listens to your problems?: Hana, Carri, and Robin.
Who do you fight most with?: Lorn.
Who's the nicest?: Tommah, Carri and Robin.
Who's the most outgoing?: Rin.
Who's the best singer?: I dunno, I've not heard most of 'em sing.
Who's your second family?: I don't have one, and I don't like my first family. Oh dear.
Do you always feel understood?: Does anyone?
Who's the loudest friend?: Maya. She's got this habit of singing the Pokémon theme tune at the top of her voice...
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Carri.
Friend that lives farthest away: Rin. Bloody Cornwall. gonk


Love And All That

Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Er, not really.
Do you consider love a mistake?: Often, yes.
What do you find romantic?: Theological discussions. *swoon*
Turn-on?: Intelligence.
First kiss: A mistake. *groan*
If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Awkward, oddly guilty. It's happened before.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: The former, definitely.
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I wouldn't know. I don't ask guys out, now, do I?
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: No, but I wouldn't rule it out in future.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Oh come on, like anyone finds ME attractive.
What is best about the opposite sex?: I wouldn't know, I don't like the opposite sex.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Oh yes. She's GORGEOUS.
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot girl standing on the sidewalk?: Ogle her appreciatively but discreetly. xd

Who Was The Last Person

Who You wanted to kill?: Er, I dunno. Whatever idiot made the Hotmail servers go buggy. gonk
That you laughed at?: Kio from Loveless. xd
That laughed at you?: My idiot mother, I think.
That turned you on?: Er, the prospect of my girl coming round, I think. biggrin
You went shopping with?: Max and Hana and Maya and Robin. heart
To ask you out?: The relationship I'm in isn't really an 'asking out' sort of thing.
To make you cry?: My dog dying seven months ago.
To brighten up your day?: Carri, because she exists. biggrin
That you thought about?: Carri, because of what I just typed. xd
You saw a movie with?: Ooer, I can't remember. Carri, I think. I usually watch movies alone, on the rare occasions I watch 'em.
You talked to on the phone?: Maya, when I phoned her in English Language because I didn't know what room to go to. xd
You saw?: My father. Ick. gonk


Right This Moment

Are you going out?: No. It's ten past midnight!
What are you wearing right now?: Vote Saxon t-shirt ( biggrin ), black jeans, Grunny slippers ( 4laugh ).
What book are you reading?: Ack, I'm half-way through tons. I'm actively (re-)reading Terry Pratchett's "The Truth" and "Making Money", and Philip Pullman's "The Amber Spyglass".
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Tired, excited, achey, cold, poofy.
Are you bored?: Yeah, sort of.
Are you tired?: Yes. I always am. gonk
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: Content, I suppose.
Are you listening to music?: Yes, Bal-Sagoth. heart
Are you Annoyed of This Quiz And Contemplating Homocide?: HomOcide, no. HomIcide, yes.





 
 
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