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Well, I am now a Junior in high school. I'm not going to lie, it really is hard. I spend about 4 our 5 hours doing homework every night, it isn't fun. Without my friends, I think stress would eat me alive domokun and I would have a mental break gonk down every day, they are seriously what makes school worth it heart . I have no idea where I want to go to college sweatdrop and will probably be indecisive question when I start the planning process.

I lost a friend of mine in October and it was one of the hardest things I've been through. Even though I wasn't super close to him, he still had an impact in my life and I still miss him like hell. No one seems to talk about it anymore and it really frustrates me. One of my friends also lost her mom in October and it was hard for her. I'm not really sure if I believe in God or not and I don't think I ever have been or ever will be. The idea that some thing just controls or watches everything does not sit well with me. I follow more of a Buddhists point of view.

Life is pretty sweet right now, because well it's Thanksgiving weekend and I have a four day weekend mrgreen , although technically 2 days have already passed and today does not have much more time. I have a cold and am losing my voice, which makes me sad and stressed, because auditions for Little Women are on Tuesday.

I'm going to go watch a movie, later gators!