So i've been bored alot lately since it's summer and all, but now I may have something to pass my time. Thinking. Yeah, I know, how much more boring could I get? Well alot because I wonder when I think. Yesterday, Mike and I went a little farther and its not like I'm complaining or anything but then we started talking about condoms...Now I know it's all well if you love the person but I dunno..I mean, I guess it would be nice but what if its a mistake, like we get in trouble or something bad happens...I'm just not sure. I even asked him if and when he got one, would he be ready, he said he didn't know and I was thinking the exact same thing. I don't know if I would be ready, I mean, I'm actually trying to get to college on this but what if something happens and I don't make it? What will happen then? Will I smile still knowing that I broke a promise to myself? Will I cry all the time knowing that it was the wrong moment? And I know I must be contridicting myself so much with these thoughts but....there's just so much running through my head right now and it's not even 10 am yet!
Love and Peace to all that like to think ahead of their time!
Witchgurl2038 · Thu Jun 16, 2005 @ 03:58pm · 0 Comments |