today is a better day than yesterday.... i managed to stop crying and i can feel my face it isnt numb any more but it's still very sad becuase my momma aka moo moo (like gab says) left to colombia with my brother aka squidward today. either way the pain is so much lighter and i can actually roam around my house and look in the mirror and not see a single tear roll down my cheeks. i can't bear to lose any more friends cry i love them all so much and it's a shame things have to be like this but no one ever said life wasn't cruel sad soon enough ill be working at summer camp with jess and amanda so ill still be able to see them! but im going to miss kati, sarah, alexis, courtney, jeanine, alyssa, nicola, tessa, katherine, steph (good luck at fsu), alli, cristina(good luck at michigan!), luaren, ashley, and all the other girls who aren't sure and do leave like steph, krystina, and gaby. i love you all so much and o' how i wish we could stay in ensemble for ever and we could till see miss. amanda tae and carlos and anthony but you can't always get what you want stare so i wish you all good luck in the future and hope our friendships still stay alive and dont forget me becuase i sure as hell won't forget any of you!!!!!!!!!! 4laugh *kisses* heart
deprived_youth · Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 04:33pm · 0 Comments |