I sit here pondering my current state. I feel meloncholy. I should feel excited. Prom is this weekend (I'll look great and get to see a good friend), I just nearly completed all condistions for three scholarships in just two days (it happens to be due this week), yet I still feel meloncholy. Is it the gray cold, and rainy day? Is it that I used all of my energy? Am I regressing, getting old before my time? Many say I have an old soul...this I feel is true. I can feel this old soul of mine, restless and out of place, yearning to do this I know not what, and understand even less.
To ponder...I seem to ponder a lot. I find myself drifting off, looking at the wind blow through the leaves. The grey day calls out to me. I feel pressure above my head...what is it? Should I be worrying about it? Is it a bad omen, a curse?
I see a bird sour, seemingly away from me. As if the bird is symbolic; a sign! This sign, this hand of fate tells me I must go! Someone is waiting for me, someone with a suspicious smile, but I don't care. The more you don't know about something the more you have to find out. Finding out is half the adventure.
I believe I know something you don't know blaugh ...do you want to know? stare Tell me your name, and I'll tell you my desires. Give me your hand and I'll give you my heart...is this true? Do I know this for sure? Well I can't predict the future, and I can't read a person's soul, but I can tell it was a nice notion...
 dessertofdeath · Thu May 12, 2005 @ 01:17am · 0 Comments |
