She knows it too. She knows I love her to pieces but she continues to abuse me whenever she feels like it. Although, don't let me sound like a b***h because she's my friend too!
If she doesn't get her way though, she does and acts how ever the ******** she feels like. I don't know what I did, but I pissed her off somehow.
She drew me a picture and I really liked it but the description said, "But if you ever really jumped off a cliff, Sae, and expect me to catch you we'd both be dead. biggrin So very happy to be so very far away from you day biggrin " I lost it. I started bawling!
Ara was half asleep so I decided to be everyone's favorite emo and complain. I don't know how to react because one minute she'll act like I'm the greatest person she knows then I'll be pushed to the side roughly and treated like I don't matter. I'm so upset, I just finished crying.
She hurt my feelings on purpose. She knows she did because of the way I reacted! I said "I love the drawing, it's really pretty" "...I'm gonna go to bed." All she said was "night". I don't know what to do. 1/3 of me is telling me to drop her, I don't need to be treated like this, another 1/3 of me is saying don't do it because we're such good friends and then the last 1/3 is telling me that she'll make my life hell, if I do drop her. cry
What should I do??? question exclaim Does anyone have any advice? She hurts my feelings like this a lot but she isn't, we're so great and having a fantastic time and we're such a good duo...but...idk, i don't think I can take much more of this. sad
Ara insists that she's no good for me and so does all my other family but...I don't know. My heart heart isn't telling me anything helpful or I would be more than happy to listen to it. </3 I think it's just as confused as I am. Torn between the relationship we have and how hurt I am when she sets her mind to hurting my feelings. I want to listen to everyone else because their advice means more to me than gold but I don't want to drop one of my best friends because I can't take a little heart ache.
The problem is, is that tomorrow? She'll act like nothing happened. stare She'll probably get on and act excited to see me like usual. And my feelings...will still be hurt. But if I act like it, she'll get pissy and probably hurt my feeligns some more. So I'm almost forced into accepting her treatment...As I'm said a lot...I just don't know anymore. What can you do when someone you love treats you bad but you stay with them for when they treat you good?
Sincerely Your Neighborhood emo ,
Aidan Rayya Crumpitz
P.S. After she knew that I'd seen it, she changed what she said to just, "yay"...I don't even know how to describe that.
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