Super HeroesWhat is it with teaching kids about superheroes? teaching to always do the right thing? while the good guy still does "fight". i was thinking of this today. we always think were right or the good guy. but at point we must switch to the other side of the coin? Couldn't we be wrong in someelse's eyes? you can never be always right so why teach this to kids using super heroes like batman and stuff???
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people often wonder of me. why am i so shy why don't open up? i've often told different reason. the truth is i just get intimidated. especially guys. i know it sounds weird but i really do. not cuz i like the guy or nothing i just get really afraid. memories always flow back im always afraid past can be repeated. i don't look at some specific guys in the eye cuz im afraid they will do something so i look the floor or turn my head so i don't make eye contact. no one really does know all the stories i have no one heard them all. they've only heard parts of it. how can people tell me to open up when they do know anything of it? When i went to this french music festival some of the guys though they were scaring me but my friend explain i was super shy. i really didn't make any friend but that not the end the world i guess. It took me so long when i was a kid to figure out i could sing. people said i suck at everything so that what i though. anything i did, i did wrong. try living with that everyday, it's not easy. it hard to type this up without stopping to catch my breath. if only i could show people what happen. some thing people say it just hard to tell them to shut up and they don't then i gotta think on past memories. i want to forget about them why can't i erase them? im just gonna stop now it too much now...................
 uttate_chan · Sat Apr 30, 2005 @ 03:52am · 2 Comments |
