god, i hate mood swings, and being a teenager... (******** hormones stare )
why do i feel worse after i come down from being really happy than i was before i was happy? life sucks, i wish i could die right now...the whole suicide/anti-suicide issue is completely ******** up...i don't need someone to tell me that i should be happy, that i have so much to live for, etc. etc etc. ad nauseum....what i want is for someone to understand for once..and no, you don't understand, mr suicide hotline worker...you're reading off of a ******** script, and you're lying to me, and we both know it...
******** it..i want someone to talk to..who will at least try to understand...friends are all well and good, but what are you supposed to do when no one is around?
bah..i don't care anymore...and no one cares what happens to me anyways...
maybe this ******** planet would be better with one less stupid teenager... i don't care...if you care at all, try and stop me..because if i log off feeling the same way as i do now...i wont ever be logging back on... emo
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