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 Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 5:10 am
I feel like I have let yall down and a loss of being a member of the guild. I am just not myself very much when I come on gaia under this account and at the same time I just don't quite fit in very well. I use to but times changed and so do people. It isn't as if the things are going to be any different as of right now since I haven't visited very often. Yall understand each other very well which allows yall to go beyond just "simple talk". I usually don't get the lingo which limits my responses and most of the time doesn't even relate to what the issue is about. If this doesn't make any sense to yall then it's alright. I appreciate yall letting me be a part of your family and what all you guys have done for me in the past. If I am ever going to be able to enjoy Gaia like I use to I need to truly start over. I am going to delete this account and 17 other ones as well. I want nothing to remind me of what happen even though consciously I could never forget. I forgive the mods for their lack of sympathy and heart. I forgive them for banning me. I forgive them for their lack of understanding and most of all their nature to enforce the rules.
This is not good bye only bye. I will start from the very beginning under a new name and start the journey once over that was 1 and half years ago. I cannot tell you when I will return but when I do I promise I will be back to my old self. Before I do leave, I have several things I want yall to have. I know some of the members are not currently here but if it is possible could I have a list of the active members in this guild. I don't want to leave anyone out.
Beside that my one last request is to for a mod to ban stormstunner from this guild. I appreciate it very much ahead of time for whoever can do so.
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 8:28 am
Oh dear, that made me a little teary. But if you think this is what is best for you, then you must do so. Remember that even if you delete your avies, even if you never return to your friends here at PJ's you shall never be forgotten. An avatar is not what you are, it is merely a mode of expression. That unquantifiable element that makes you 'you' lives on, and we shall know it.
Even so, please do return, you are a very valued member of this guild.
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 9:11 am
I feel your pain, if something that bad happened to me, I'd leave Gaia too. That made me a bit teary as well, though I tried not to cry. Storm, you had my respect from the beginning, and you'll have it until the very end.
I've noticed that you haven't been in here very often, or posting anything, but I'm the same. If you decide to start over, I won't stop you. I can't really do anything. All I can do is wish you good luck in the future, and you'll always be a loyal PJ member. I wish you good luck, my friend. You were one of the first friends I had here on PJs, I really mean it. I'll miss you when you go. sad *thinks about leaving Gaia too*
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 9:39 am
Don't even worry about it, leaving and then coming back is part of our strong Poll Jumpers tradition! pirate
You should probably hold on to the mules even if you never use them, creating seventeen mules would be difficult to do over. You could just rename them too. Starting over is fun, maybe you should use a chick avatar this time? wink
Don't see why you need to leave the guild though, I'd like to see you just lurk and post whenever you want.
lingo? If anyone ever thought that anything I've ever said was supposed to make sense then I apologise wink
You add to the discussion though so is sad to hear that you think that way.
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 10:52 am
I think you only let us down in your head...
not for real
I have never been disappointed in you and I don't think anyone else has either.
I am super sad to read this. crying
I don't want you to go cry
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 4:01 pm
that is so sad but don't worry about it.
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Heavenly soul Hellishmind
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 5:20 pm
I didn't get to know you very well, but I always enjoyed hearing your view on things. I'm going to miss you a lot and I'm sorry we didn't get to know eachother very well.
Oh well, good luck and happy trails. You will never be forgotten.
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 6:13 pm
hey... what? stormy got banned? no way... hmm.. i would ask as it seems curious to me.. but i'll be respectful and leave things alone. I mean.. I don't post here a lot myself... but i still come lurk and poll. *shrugs* but, you gotta be true to yourself and do what you ened to. good luck.
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 7:53 pm
I promise I will come back but I need some time to get away from things. I have no intention of putting yall through my difficulties for it is something that happen to me and only me. Starting over will relieve me of my attachment to lost items. It doesn't give me a reason any longer to remain feeling that way. I did it once from scrap and I can do it again.
This guild in my opinion is about being a place to enjoy Gaia and I just wouldn't be able to add to that enjoyment in the state I am at. It would be wrong of me to stay. When I do return, you will know. I am glad of one thing and thats the fact it happen to me and not yall ^_^
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 8:11 pm
I was really looking forward to getting to know you, as you seem like a very down to earth and collected sort of fellow. I am sorry if I've been part of that lingo problem you mentioned, I know that my dialect can be very odd sweatdrop
I'll as well say good luck to you and that you don't have to go - you would be very welcomed by all to stay I am sure - but I respect your decision to go if that's what you feel is best for you.
3nod and salutations, Sir. 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 8:16 pm
It isn't your fault or anyones fault. I am just out of it which has infected my thinking a bit. It is like my brain works best when it is happy and it just shutsdown when I am down. When it isn't working it isn't helping me much. We will meet again I assure you 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 8:34 pm
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Posted: Fri Jul 07, 2006 8:12 am
Peace Out for now 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Jul 07, 2006 6:44 pm
STOORMYY!!
*pouncecling*
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THEYBANNEDYOUBUTJUSTBECAUSEOFTHATDOESN'TMEANYOUHAVETOLEEAVE!! ANDIKNOWIT'SNOTONLYBECAUSEOFTHATBUTSTILL,ALLOFUSHEREATPJ'SAREGONNAMISSYOU,ANDIFNOTALLTHENIWILL,ANDIFNOONEELSEDOESNADTHEY'VEKNOWNYOU FORASLONGASIHAVETHENTHEY'RECOLDANDHEARTLESS!!! :GONK: ANDIT'SNOTFAIRBUTIT'SOKAYTHATYOU'REGOING,BUTIT'SNOTFAIRANDYOUBETTERCOMEBAACK!!
Or else you'll make Moon pout.
A lot.
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Posted: Tue Jul 11, 2006 11:37 am
I'm on my sister's Windows account since my dad changed my password on the 4th. Otherwise, I would have replied sooner.
I'm sad to be losing you from the guild, Stormy, but I can understand why you're doing it a little bit. Sometimes it's just necessary to trash everything and start over from scratch. I often find myself wishing it were possible to do so with life period, but since that's not a viable option we all have to make do and create fresh starts for ourselves when we feel the need.
Good luck beginning Gaia anew.
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