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 Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 1:05 am
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Confessions of a naturally gorgeous girl:
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lol just kidding!!
My name is Katrina. Friends and the people from the "online world" << [coming from the word "gaia" meaning earth, and "online" as in online] know me as Kat or Trinxie, and other versions of such. I've had my fair share of good and bad compliments. Bad ones by those who call me ugly, or say im good for nothing. They also call me self-conceited and vain. Honestly, I'm not. It's true, I admit I have those 'I feel pretty' days and that's mostly when I recieve nice compliments from others (and myself). But thinking you're pretty does not necessarily make you 'vain'. Besides, I know a lot of girls out there who are faaar more gorgeous than I am (AHEM@MECHIES)
I have a stupid boyfriend who I won't break up with just yet.
I am a dork. I'm also part loner. True I have people to talk to and great friends, but you can be with a huge group of people and still feel lonely. Ya'll should know what that feels like.
I'm a dreamer. It's fun to sleep and part-daydream in class. When you're called to answer a question, just make something up. Hey at least you said something other than "Sorry Miss/Sir, but I dont know".
I love music, though it does not consume my life like it does with others. I am not a perfectionist. I also dont mind getting a 5/10 in a quiz just as long as it doesn't happen too often.
I'm really short as in 5'3 short. Blame it on asian heritage. I've been tan my whole life. J'adore les sports et parle en francais avec mes copines. And I love to go out with friends and party. I drink and do shisha socially (even though im only 16).
That's basically me, along with other stuff that i forgot to mention. Oh yes, i'm an absolute lazy bumbum (:
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 1:19 am
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 1:19 am
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just something sad i found on myspace :'(
7th grade
I stared at the guy next to me.
He was my so called "best friend".
I stared at his short, silky hair,
and wished he was mine.
But he didnt notice me like that,
I knew it.
After class he walked up to me
and asked me for the notes
he had missed the day before
and I handed them to him.
He said "thanks"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanna tell him, I want him to know
that I don`t wanna be just friends,
I love him but I`m just too shy,
and I don`t know why...
11th Grade
The phone rang.
on the other end it was him.
He was in tears,
mumbling on and on
about how his love had broke his heart.
He asked me to come over
because he didn't want to be alone,
so I did.
As I sat next to him on the sofa,
I stared at his soft eyes,
wishing he was mine.
after 2 hours, a drew barrymore movie,
& 3 bags of chips,
he decided to go to sleep.
He looked at me,
said "thanks"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanna tell him,
I want him to know
that I don`t wanna be just friends,
I love him
but i'm just too shy, and i ask
why
Senior Year
The day before prom he walked to my locker.
"My date is Sick" he said; she's not gonna go.
well I didnt have a date
and in 7th grade we made a promise
that if neither of us had dates
we would go together just as "best friends".
So we did.
Prom night
After everything was over I was standing,
at his front door step.
I stared at him, he smiled at me
I want him to be mine,
but he doesn`t think of me like that
and I know it.
then he said "I Had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanna tell him,
I want him to know
that I don`t want to be just friends,
I love him but I`m just too shy,
and I
don`t know why
Graduation Day
a day passed, then a week, then a month.
before I could blink,
it was graduation day.
I watched as his perfect body
floated like an angel
up on stage to get his diploma.
I wanted him to be mine,
but he didnt notice me like that,
and I knew it.
Before everyone went home,
he came to me in his smock and hat,
and cried as I hugged him.
then he lifted his head from my shoulder and said,
"you`re my best friend, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the Cheek.
I wanna tell him,
I want him to know
that I don`t wanna be just friends,
I love him
but I`m just too shy,
and I don`t know why
[A Few Years Later
now I sit in the pews of the church.
that guy is getting married now.
I watched him say "i do"
and drive off
to his new life,
married to another woman.
I wanted him to be mine,
but he didn`t see me like that
and I knew it.
But before he drove away,
he came to me and said
"you came!" he said. "thanks!"
and kissed me on the cheek.
I wanna tell him,
I want him to know
that i dont wanna be just friends,
I love him
but I`m just too shy,
and i don`t know why
Years passed,
I looked down at the coffin
of a guy who used to be
my "best friend".
at the service they read a journal entry
he had wrote in his high school years.
This is what it read:
I stare at her wishing she was mine,
but she doesn`t notice me that way,
and I know it.
i wanna tell her,
i want her to know
that I don`t wanna be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don`t know why.
I wish she would tell me she loved me...
I wish I did too.
I thought to myself, and I cried
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 1:39 am
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 2:02 am
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 2:11 am
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 4:25 am
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 4:27 am
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 4:39 am
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thanks thoughtless <3 thanks rahima 
< thanks lullaby 
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ma soeur 
