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 Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2019 2:41 pm
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「PERSONALITY」
Wanderer is an enigma -- he spends most of his time pretending to be something he isn't. On the outside he comes off as friendly, helpful, and encouraging. He'll want to be your best friend and seems eager to fulfill favors and requests. On the inside he's obsessive, selfish, and conniving. He generally uses his outside personality to lure wolves into a false sense of security before enacting any plans he may have.
A trickster by nature, Wanderer is incredibly skilled at manipulating wolves into his plans. He has an almost childlike glee when he's successful and often will switch into his truer form with mirth. He's difficult to see through, as sometimes he's even able to trick himself into believing he's someone he isn't. It's theorized he's not the soundest of mind, but Wanderer isn't going to give any answers.
He is selfish in nature and won't do anything that doesn't benefit him in some way. His obsessive nature makes him a servant of sorts to those he greatly admires and often his ploys and schemes are to get in the favor of those he obsess' over. He wants to please, and nothing makes him more ecstatic then when the wolves he is infatuated with are happy with him. This can get dangerous quickly, as he'll blindly follow a wolf and grow possessive over them.
This is best shown in his relationship with Big Bad, who currently has his attention. Anyone who gets too close is in danger, as Wanderer is not against leading wolves into dangerous situations to rid of them. Only he should have the delight of being near those he admires.
Wanderer has extreme abandonment issues. He is afraid of being alone and fears the day he might find himself in such a situation. He is likely to do anything it takes to make those he cares for happy, even if it kills him. He'd be fine dying if it meant he did something of worth. He panics easily and can spiral into a violent mess of a wolf if he feels like his spot in someone's life is threatened. Genuinely, Wanderer just wants a family and home, but all he knows to do to get that is to be a slave to someone's whims and desires.
At the same time, Wanderer has never been truly accepted. He's possessive, selfish, cruel, and honestly mad at times, and he's aware of this to some degree. He has been turned away numerous times and now he's afraid to try any other way to gain someone's attention. Serving them will make them love him, right? There's nothing else he can do, in his eyes. He's also afraid of who might actually want him as who he is entirely -- there isn't anyone who would love all of him, is there? He's afraid of what that would mean, too. He doesn't know a relationship that isn't just him providing and he wouldn't know how to handle it.
True vulnerability doesn't come easy with him, and most likely would be met with resistance. Someone actually caring for him has always been unheard of, and he'd assume it was a lie. He is nothing more than a servant, and he can't see beyond that.
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「FEARS」
█ || Being Alone ⋯ It can't happen again! He's afraid of being by himself once more.
█ || Being Replaced ⋯ He'll do anything -- just don't leave him.
█ || Vulnerability ⋯ No one could actually love him... right?
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「LIKES」
█ || Pleasing Others ⋯ He wants to please those he admires.
█ || Manipulating ⋯ He enjoys the art of lying and deceit.
█ || Attention ⋯ Notice him, please.
█ || Presents ⋯ He'll collect anything you give him.
█ || Cruelty ⋯ Him hurting others makes him feel powerful. For once.
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「DISLIKES」
█ || Attention Off of Him ⋯ When someone else is the center of attention, especially of those he likes, he gets infuriated.
█ || Pain ⋯ He likes to cause it -- not experience it!
█ || Rain ⋯ It reminds him of the day he was first abandoned.
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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2019 2:51 pm
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「BIOGRAPHY」
█ || Puppy ⋯
Born into a dying pack, his mother and father hadn't planned a second litter after their first died from disease. It had, in all honesty, been an accident he was created, and his mother ensured he knew it. Heart-broken after losing most of her family, his mother wasn't emotionally there for him and often would cast aside the puppy if he sought out affection. His siblings died slowly, adding to the grief his mother felt, and he struggled to get her attention every chance he could get.
Unfortunately, he never was able to get what he wanted as she died shortly after. He was not there to witness it, but when he returned to his den he found his father burying his mother behind the den. His father took this opportunity to leave the pack with Lone Wanderer by his side, deciding to seek out a new life. Lone Wanderer never did discover what happened to the pack prior to his birth, as any attempts to find out were answered with a growl.
His father did not handle losing his mate well and eventually lashed out at the pup when he, once again, tried to receive any form of affection. His father told him to wait in the rain for him as he hunted and never returned, leaving Wanderer to his own devices.
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█ || Adult ⋯
Wanderer, true to his full name, wandered the forests alone. His heart ached from the abandonment of his family and yet he didn't try and seek out his father; he knew he was unwanted. Instead, he latched onto the first wolf he saw. This repeated several times as wolves grew tired of his company and found ways to rid of him. He began to grow possessive of wolves he encountered as a result, hoping one day someone would return his feelings.
This resulted in him growing attached quickly to another wolf named Jadepaw, who wooed him into helping her have children. The second the children were born she took the Berserker children and fled, leaving Wanderer heart-broken. This eventually turned into a murderous rage as he began to chant his plans to steal back his stolen 'jewels' and murder the mother who stole them. He was left with Nephrite, his lone dire daughter who he began to neglect as he fell into a frenzy of fury for what had been done to him. His decisions became more erratic as a result.
He made the mistake of trying to steal dinner from a sleeping pack. Weak from undernourishment, it seemed thievery was his only option as he grew too tired to hunt. He was caught instantly and right as the Alpha went to end him a blur of motion tossed the wolf off Wanderer. This motion would later be called Big Bad; the Alpha of The Crows.
Big Bad slaughtered the Alpha quickly, frightening off the attacking pack. Within that very moment Wanderer felt something click, and his new obsession began. He joined The Crows without question and Nephrite ended up following.
He has grown comfortable since, and has not had to think for himself in a long time.
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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2019 2:53 pm
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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2019 2:55 pm
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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2019 2:56 pm
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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2019 2:57 pm
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