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 Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2016 3:05 am
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2016 4:08 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2016 5:17 pm
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' if I could die... Well, let me just say it wouldn't be for you'
Ashton cuddled further into the blanket, the warmth consuming him, he had never been this sleepy before. He wondered why people even slept, then he knew.
Ashton closed his eyes, his eyelids felt like a million pounds. Finally Ashton fell into a deep sleep. He dreamt of happy times with friends and many other people he knew and liked. He dreamt of all of his ex's and how they cuddled all the time. He dreamt so happily until.
Ashton began to run away in his dream, bad memories flying all around him. He then woke up and bolted up in bed, big breathes, he was sweating. He tried to go back to sleep but couldn't. Ashton got up and walked out of the room as queitly as he could. Opening up the bedroom door with a creak he jumped and looked at James who was sound asleep, he then walked toward the kitchen once he got out of the room and made himself a glass I water, he felt like he wa making a lot of noise.
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2016 5:51 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2016 6:38 pm
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' if I could die... Well, let me just say it wouldn't be for you'
Ashton poured himself another drink, he figured he'd look for something more expensive and more delicious than water. Ashton searched the cub boards for wine, beer, or alcohol. Any one of those would do for him, he didn't really like beer all that much but he would deal with it.
Finally when Ashton had found the stash it was way high up and he wasn't tall enough to grab it, so he stood on his tip toes which made him able to barely touch it.
He just about got it when he saw a shadow in the door way, Ashton jumped and backed up into a wall, the bottle of wine had fallen and shattered in the ground, that left a bloody looking mess. Ashton heard the mans voice then realized it was James, " oh..., it's just you -sigh-, you just about gave me a ******** heart attack" Ashton placed his hand on his own heart and felt his own heart racing faster than a rabbits kick.
Ashton nodded as he picked up the glass with his bare hands, " yah, heh if dreaming about clowns ******** is bad then ya it was a bad dream" Ashton joked. He had lied again... Ashton couldn't help it, it was just him.
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2016 6:51 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2016 3:05 am
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2016 9:07 pm
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' if I could die... Well, let me just say it wouldn't be for you'
Ashton picked up the glass of wine and took a small sip as he listened to what James was saying. Ashton had been to college but he hadn't actually been there to learn, he just hid out in the dorms with his sex toys. He didn't go to school all his life, never. So due to that Ashton hadn't known what James was talking about so he just have him a confuse face, " dude, what the ******** are you talking about?" Ashton questioned James.
Ashton took another sip, " so, freedom is what you won?" Ashton got the concept of it being a war an that he won freedom but he was confused about why freedom was what they were fighting for, they still had to pay taxes and everything else.
Ashton finished his drink soon after and then poured himself another, once he got started he wouldn't stop, it was just how he was. " so what was it like to be a killer?" Ashton asked rubbing the brim of his glass a he stared into the dark red liquid. He had been referring to war when he said killer.
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2016 9:10 pm
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' if I could die... Well, let me just say it wouldn't be for you'
Ashton picked up the glass of wine and took a small sip as he listened to what James was saying. Ashton had been to college but he hadn't actually been there to learn, he just hid out in the dorms with his sex toys. He didn't go to school all his life, never. So due to that Ashton hadn't known what James was talking about so he just have him a confuse face, " dude, what the ******** are you talking about?" Ashton questioned James.
Ashton took another sip, " so, freedom is what you won?" Ashton got the concept of it being a war an that he won freedom but he was confused about why freedom was what they were fighting for, they still had to pay taxes and everything else.
Ashton finished his drink soon after and then poured himself another, once he got started he wouldn't stop, it was just how he was. " so what was it like to be a killer?" Ashton asked rubbing the brim of his glass a he stared into the dark red liquid. He had been referring to war when he said killer.
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2016 10:42 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2016 2:52 pm
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' if I could die... Well, let me just say it wouldn't be for you'
Ashton jumped when James crushed his glass in his hand. It had scared him by how sudden this was. Was James mad at him? Ashton knew that whenever somebody had gotten mad at him they had beaten him or tortured him. And that made Ashton scared a little, he knew James probably wouldn't do that, but it still made him a little scared.
Ashton slowly got up leaving his drink on the table, he stood next to the table with his glass, and was getting ready to run from this problem he himself had created.
Ashton was getting really scared now that James was yelling. Ashton ran from the kitchen like he was ready to do in the first place and ran to any room he could find. He had run away so he could hide and not get hurt like he used to.
Ashton sat in a random room he had picked in the hallway in the corner. He hid behind a piano that was covered with dust and he hid behind a bunch of chairs. He started to whimper, no cry. He didn't want to be beaten, he knew he wasn't doing anything bad that he could think of, but he didn't want to get beaten.
Ashton had been told he was to go to school, but he didn't want to, he knew how to pay taxes, at least he thinks he does.
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2016 3:40 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2016 9:25 pm
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' if I could die... Well, let me just say it wouldn't be for you'
Ashton winced when he heard the door open, he had to get out of there! Ashton looked every way he could, looking for a way out. He couldn't find one, the only way out was the way he came which was a little gap surrounded with chairs and music stands for papers.
Ashton moved further back when he heard the footsteps get closer, but once they stopped Ashton let out a breath he hadn't known he'd been holding.
" I'm not coming out..." Ashton mumbled with a harsh tone. " you may say you won't hurt me, but I know you will... That's what killers do..." Ashton said that to see if he'd push any buttons in the man. He wouldn't quit. Not anymore. He'd gone through the last straw, he wanted to go further but he also didn't want to. He wanted to see more of James expressions, but he didn't want to hurt James.
Ashton stayed in the dark corner, he was going to go back to his true self, the one that made fun of everybody, the one that swore like a sailor, and the one that wouldn't feel pain if hurt...
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