While it is not official on my facebook (I am waiting until he moves out on the 1st because I am terrified of what my mother will say), Stuart and I have broken up for the second and final time. Altogether we dated about 6 years. I had felt very alone and excluded from his life plans as we never talked about our future together and could forsee me being very depressed trying to take care of a child and all its messes on my own.

While I may cry myself to sleep and be depressed about this decision, I know it is the right one. I want to feel wanted, and selfishly want to be needed. I want someone to encourage and push me and most of all TALK THINGS OUT. So please forgive me if I am being pessimistic some days in the near future; I would appreciate anyone who wants to shed some optimism on me when I am in that mood.

Forever yours,
PFF