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 Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 3:18 pm
I know, I know, I poofed gain. It happens. I just went through a...rather large stretch of depression. Lost a lot of people who calledthemselves my friends, and they made sure to sabotage even more of my relationships. In one fell swoop, I went from having various places to stay and connections all over town to...about 4 friends in town, nowhere to sleep besides my own house for the most part, and no way to play Belegarth or anything, due to various teams hating my guts, and my refusal to break my promises of loyalty. If Witherwood won't have me? No unit will. And I will not fight as that rogue everyone hates anyway.
And, for some damned reason I can't explain, I felt like I wasn't necessarily a part of the guild anymore. Part of my depression issues, they make me very paranoid, very delusional. I start to see enemies everywhere, I start to doubt things people I say, I can't believe in anyone who says anything nice or pleasant to me, I lose faith in my friends, and I lose track of my own self.
So, this is me, more or less, ranting a little yes, but posting an apology. I don't mean to vanish like that, but it will happen from time to time, jus twhen I get like that.
In other news, I am now much happier. I met some people, and just came back to my house from the best 5 days of my life. And I met someone who reminds me who I am, which..saved me a bit.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 3:20 pm
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 3:25 pm
pfft hello Kitty xD
How have you been? I missed you.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 3:40 pm
I just want you to know, thinking there's people in the guild who hate you is ridiculous. Seriously. Everybody loves Roland, and you've avoided all the drama this guild has ever seen. Except the drama that started the guild.
Wait, were you even there for that?
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 3:40 pm
Solution: Bars
No, you don't have to drink, just meet all of the colorful people there! And pick up a girl. ;D
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 3:43 pm
Prince - I'm not the "pick up a girl" type xD I'm the "Meet a girl, court her for weeks, then prepare a fine meal for her and invite her over to eat and maybe go see a play" type <<
Kitty - Not hate xD Dear god no. I just get the feeling of being out of touch sometimes. It's one of my little mental issues @__@ I tend to deal with them on my own, and a new friend of mine suggested I share more often, so I'm trying.
And yes and no to your last question. I was here, but not dramatic about it. I expressed my frustration in the old guild, and then came here just happy to be around you folks xD
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 3:50 pm
Ah, you were there and magically avoided the drama?
When I think of how much drama I've had between other members of this guild... it makes me feel really awkward for one.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 3:53 pm
I just try and side-step drama if I can't solve it outright ^^;
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 4:09 pm
Yeah, but I think I might be the cause of guild-drama. sweatdrop You know all about Kittywrath.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 5:57 pm
Good to have you back. emotion_c8
Sorry to hear things have been going downhill. Can't say I haven't experienced those types of issues myself. I can relate to the mental stress and loneliness. If you really want you could hit me up in a message. In forums I tend to be over opinionated, and I struggle with a lot more than people think I do, even the small stuff. Regardless i'm here to help, so if you're trying to talk sometime I can always spare bro time.
Sometimes I believe Drama needs to take its course in order to solve things at least in my opinion. Feelings are put into the mix of everything and all feelings must be considered, for that reason I would take a small amount of drama over throwing aside someone's feelings any day. Good to see you're doing well now.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 8:21 pm
Sup bro. I wondered where you went.
And Kitty, we do need some drama in the guild. We actually post more when there's a bit of drama. (Ex. Bijou's topic)
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 8:39 pm
Howdy ho Roland! When life deals you a bad deck of chocolates you just gotta keep rocking on, carp the yams and stuff.
@Cherry: Invite the whole GD to the guild = drama party. emotion_awesome
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 8:51 pm
@Toon: Totes! I'll leave that business to you since I no longer venture there. smile On this account
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 9:24 pm
Drama Drama LLAMA! dramallama
Drama Drama LLAMA! dramallama
Most of my drama... well... some of my drama stays off the guild. The drama that does get into the guild usually is in Rants.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 9:35 pm
Cherry - Heh sorry for poofing, oh gracious overlord ^^;
Kitty - Eh, a little wrath is nice sometimes~
Toon - Bro, I missed you
Brase - Thanks man. I just might do that =)
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