i write in tears tonight, im in the hospital crying so hard. my dad had a massive heart attack today, he may not live to see tomarow. he wont let me see him cuz he keeps haveing seziers, he had brain dammage. they have him in a comma, his kidnsy arnt working.i love my dad and he makes me feel loved when ever i see him in the mourning and after school. i adore my dad, and now...crying i cant loose him i cant it will kill me.