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xLaurelX
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Posted: Tue Jan 31, 2006 5:23 pm

I'm going to hell, he'll never like me, and I feel like s**t.

I have this uber uber crush on this boy. His name is Cody.
He is "cute" by other's description, but that's not what's hooked me. He's probably the nicest person in the entire damn world. I love that.
He also lives in this state
God, I'm so ********, though. He's wonderful, I tell you, wonderful!
He's a little more than a year older than me, he'll be seventeen on the third and I'll be sixteen on the 21st of march. Not a huge age difference, but I'm afraid he sees me kind of as a little kid, which I am in some respects.
But that's not a problem, I can beat that. And it might not be what he thinks.

I was up untill 1:30 am talking to him last night, and it was a school night. I've shattered my curfew by at least an hour and a half three or four times in the past week so I could stay out with him. I've been tossing my responsibilities out just so I could see him. I'm obsessive, he's all I've been thinking about since Saturday.

And I don't mind that. That's not the problem.

"Then what is?", you ask.

Well, you don't find guys like this that are single. crying

He's in a long distance relationship, that's not an internet thing as far as I can tell (I never asked). In addition to being long distance it is also long term. He has his entire life planned out with her, he's going to college by her because of her. He's going to see her this friday, she lives in Seattle. And all I want is for them to get into a huge ********' fight and break up. And that just makes me want to cry. I don't want to wish him the pain of a break up. I don't want to end up trying to cause one. I don't wanna be a selfish b***h that tries to interfear because I like him. I don't want to be like that! But it seems that I am. crying
I don't know what to do. I'm sorry Cody, I'm sorry I want you to break up with her. I'm a terrible person and it's been killing me. I wish I could just get over this infatuation, because it's awful.

But then again, I don't want to stop liking him so much.
I suppose I just sound like a crazy teenage girl. I'm sorry for that too. He's just too perfect. What am I supposed to do?

Posted: Tue Jan 31, 2006 5:43 pm

WEEEEEEEELLLLLL

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I'm sorry to hear that, really i am and quite honestly i know how you feel.... that pain never goes away though but it does heal. The best thing you can do is continue hoping XD

I know it hurst thinking about it but it's true your hoping and that's fine, nothing is bad about hoping now if you do go ahead and do it then your just a huge b***h but apperently you no were neer being one cuz you never tried ^_^ so your perfectly cool right now as long as you don't try anything.

Just hope for the best and if that doesn't work... well just forget about him and move on as they say "there are more fish in the sea" just whait for the right one for you he will show up sooner or later. though a little word of adivice "for love look for the once next to you, never look back or forword" ^_^ gl and i hope you sirvive if you need any more help just ask ^_^'

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Soleq
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Posted: Wed Feb 01, 2006 2:38 pm

Good Soleq says move on because he's already with someone else.

Bad Soleq says come on to him and see how he reacts.

Posted: Wed Feb 01, 2006 8:27 pm

((I'm stealing your idea Soleq!))

The Angle on my shoulder says:

Well, like most will and probably already have told you, you shouldn't try to pursue anything with him since he is already in another relationship. On top of that, it sounds like he is rather committed to her. All I can say is do your best to distract yourself. Go to school like normal, do chores, read, write, spend time with other friends, and so on. Just go on business as normal.

The thing about crushes is that they are called that becuase someone always gets crushed. Another thing about crushes is that they usually pass within a couple weeks to a couple months. Usually. Some have been known to last longer. If you really wanted to, you can still be his friend, but you need to keep your respected distances.

The Devil on my other shoulder says:

If you really, truely can't stand to see him with another and you want him all for yourself, concive a plan to break them up! Just make sure he never finds out it is you and then be sure to be there to catch him on the rebound!

Or you could come onto him anyways and see what happens, as Soleq has already suggested!

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Posted: Wed Feb 01, 2006 8:42 pm

Aww hun. I know it hurts and there probably isn't anything you can do about the pain right now but you probably will have to come to terms with the fact that he's taken. I wouldn't make any advances. Keep liking him in secret if you need to. Honestly it will pass and you will get over him. Keep your eyes open for people that you might not consider otherwise. heart

Posted: Wed Feb 01, 2006 11:02 pm

I posted good advice. You saw how that one person who disagreed with me had no rebutal.

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Posted: Thu Feb 02, 2006 12:58 am

Oh. Just seduce him already. Jeez.

Posted: Fri Feb 03, 2006 10:02 am

I think... I would jump off a bridge for him.

This is out of control. crying

xLaurelX
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Tis muffin

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Posted: Fri Feb 03, 2006 11:03 am

It dosent sound too bad too me

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