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 Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 12:16 pm
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love Rosuto Yayoi, a homosexual, had lost his best friend and secret crush, who was homophobic, when he confessed his love to him in middle school just a couple years ago. After that, he had been kicked out from the house he lived in after his former friend told his parents about the discovery, forced to live in a small, abandoned house that everyone refused to pass by, and had so much trouble moving on, and so the crush remained with him forever since. Now he enters high school and he meets up with that crush again! This time, however, his former friend is a bully who terrorizes every gay, lesbian, or bisexual student in the school, some of whom had comitted suicide just to escape the ridicule. Now that Rosuto is on campus, ~H~ is after him.
To the victims, now that they are being left alone, Rosuto is their Jesus, but Rosuto feels abandoned. He has to deal with getting a daily swirly, his things being thrown into the school fountain, being tossed into the dumpster, and arriving to every class exhausted and late. Since the first day of school his already miserable life had gone from bad to worse.
For years Rosuto had dreamed that he would one day meet up with ~H~ again, this time with the other having fallen in love with him and then there would be a happily ever after, but life is not a fairy tale. He had found that out two years ago, and he is still finding out how much of an opposite it really is. It took one day, when a bored ~H~ decided to visit the abandoned house to deliver another beating only to find Rosuto's attempt to commit suicide, that his life was really taking a change.Rules♦ No content above PG-13
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♦ If you're interested, please PM a profileCharacter Skeleton[b][u]My favorite song[/u][/b]: (username)
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[b][u]I swing this way, though I'm meant to swing another[/b][/u]: (Orientation)
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[b][u]Behind the mask[/u][/b]: (Personality and History)
[b][u]How you see me[/u][/b]:
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 12:28 pm
Getting to Know Me My favorite song: Crazy_Tomboy313 My name is: Rosuto Yayoi I'm this old: 14 I swing this way, though I'm meant to swing another: Homosexual In a relationship, I'd be: Uke Behind the mask: I found out I was a homo when I fell in love with my best friend. One day, I confessed my love to him and then he just disappeared into thin air. My parents disowned me and I, because nobody wanted to hire me and I can't afford a house or apartment, found a broken down house that everybody thought was haunted and I decided to live in it. After a while, I hid my orientation and finally got a job, a low-paying one, but I could still afford food, water, and education. When I was finally able to return to school after a whole year of having to go to the library for ways to get education, I meet up with my crush again, but he's a bully. Now he's after me and I can only see death as a way to escape it all. How you see me:  My favorite song: Crimzon Shinigmai Duo My name is: Hatomi (Other wise known as H) I'm this old: 16 I swing this way, though I'm meant to swing another: I thought I was straight, but I'm confused now.... In a relationship, I'd be: Seme Behind the mask: I was a boy who was very against the same sex thing. I hated people who were like that so I strayed from them at first. I had a really good friend I counted on until one day this friend came to me one day and completely spilled his sick a** guts to me that he was in love with me....or something like that. Feelings creeped out and scared I ran like the coward I was, until one day I found out that he vanished into thin air. So I returned, but this time to pass judgement on others like him no matter who they were. It took a while, but I became strong and beat them. I often wondered what happened to some of them when they never showed up to school again, but soon couldn't careless. Until one day He came back, and I lost it. I was bent on making him suffer and stopped my tides against the others like him. But I would have a nasty surprise and realization that would jolt my core into a revalation that would change my life forever. How you see me: 
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 3:11 pm
Today is the day, the last day of school, and Rosuto really needed to think fast about how he would confess his feelings. Hatomi, his best friend and crush, was going to graduate middle school and head on to high school. That meant there was a chance that they'll never see each other again.
Rosuto had known he was gay. He had known for a very long time, especially since he kept looking at Hatomi like a girl would stare at jewelry. The only problem was, Hatomi didn't seem to like homosexuals, and that was what scared him the most. What if his crush begins hating him? Well, they're best friends, so just confessing feelings wouldn't change anything, right?
Looking toward the maple tree he and Hatomi would always meet at, Rosuto hurried over there. It's too late to turn back. He had sent the letter, so it's too late to chicken out. Time to let it out and see what would happen. Who knows? Maybe Hatomi would change.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 3:18 pm
Hatomi looked at the letter in his hands, his eyebrows pulled together making those wrinkles between his eyebrows pucker. His blue eyes looked at it, but he hadn't read it yet. He oddly wondered what it said, but he was in a hurry too meet his best friend Rosuto. He thought to himself 'But what if he wants me to read it before seeing him?' he thought to himself. Sighing he ran his long fingers through his midnight colored hair, and then paused at the door way. He stared at the letter as if it would read itself to him, but we all know that would never happen could it? Snorting at his own antics he sighed and slid the envelope open and started to read the letter. His side glance let him know that He was at their usual spot, but he soon turned back to the letter to finish what he had started reading.
A slight breeze slid by as his eyes narrowed at the paper, his mind trying to wrap around the words and their meaning. Some girls past by him giggling and whispering to themsleves as the walked unknowingly by him. 'What?' His fingers clutched the paper, 'What does this mean?'
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 3:33 pm
"Hatomi-senpai!" Rosuto called as he neared the tree. He began running toward the tree and his crush, now eager to reveal his feelings. Stopping right in front of his senpai, he panted, hoping to replenish his body of needed oxygen. After a little while, Rosuto looked up at Hatomi's face. "Senpai, I have something very important to tell you."
Time seemed to stop and the words he wanted to say were ready to come out of his mouth. Once his breathing completely returned to normal, Rosuto stood up straight and stared into the older boy's eyes. Today, his life was going to change forever, he knew it. All this time of rehearsing, practicing his penmanship for the letter, and posture was going to pay off.
Taking a deep breath, Rosuto said, very clearly, the words that he had so wanted to say. "I love you."
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 4:01 pm
Hatomi felt his fingers go slack and the paper slipped from his fingers. The wind cacthing and blowing it around in flight like cirlces in the air before twisting and blowing away in the wind. He had completely frozen, his mind sputtering to a stop as he tried to wrap his mind around his best friends words. 'H-he couldn't be!' His mind screamed out in denial. He looked at his friend with different eyes now. His mind screaming about his best friend had been lying to him the whole time. He had thought his friend to be straight and even worse he knew that he knew he hated fags and yet he did this.
A shiver raced down his spine and his mind repelled the thought all together. Though he didn't voice it his mind was already thinking of ways of revenge. First to tell his parents and he himself would hide from him until he got the hint. It seemed as though they had been standing there forever. His eyes seeing yet seeing nothing at the same time.
His hand reached up and tugged at the collar he wore around his neck that normally held a bell that he called his lucky bell. Though he wished now that he hadn't gone today without it, because his day had gone from extremely heart felt to sour and flat.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 4:16 pm
Rosuto grew worried at the reaction. He hadn't expected the day to turn out this way. Hatomi looked somewhat betrayed, and there was a slight hint of anger and vengence in those eyes that Rosuto had adored so. Something was wrong, and even he knew it.
Rejection. That was a word that Rosuto felt was very small, yet large enough to break him. He wasn't afraid of Hatomi rejecting his feelings, which was what he had expected, but he was afraid of Hatomi just rejecting him altogether, as if he was trash, just as he had told him how he thought of every other person who had the interest for the same gender.
The seconds to minutes they both stood there felt like millions of years, and he wondered if the sun had already devoured the solar system and humans had managed to bring them to another planet that was identical to Earth and now they stood where they had been on the previous Earth. Rosuto began to wonder how old he and Hatomi were, whether he was still twelve and his senpai was still fourteen. There were so many things that could change in the past few seconds and minutes that felt like millions to billions of years.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 4:33 pm
Hatomi looked away as he heard the bell ring, "Sorry but I have to go...." He turned on his heals and left him standing there his boots making a thumping sound that seemed hollow to his own ears. What walked silently his thoughts whirling on him as he planned out his revenge on him for the lies. He went to his locker and pulled out his side bag. Packing all he needed before heading off towards his own home, while at the same time calling his frinds home so they would know before either of them got home.
He went to his own room, and plopped on his bed when he got home. His hands behind his head. He walked back down stairs and found his parents, "Mom...Dad, if Rosuto comes by tell him I'm out or something, and I won't be going to school for a while ok?" His parents looked at him puzzled. They asked him if they had, had a fight and he nodded. He wasn't going to see his ex-friend until he understood before he came to school again. He would even be happy if he would just disappear.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 4:46 pm
Rosuto watched as Hatomi left, leaving him at the maple tree. After what he found out to be ten minutes standing at the tree, he walked to school building to gather everything that belonged to him before he headed home. He didn't bother to walk to Hatomi's home, since it was official that his best friend, now probably former best friend, hated him. Tears stung at Rosuto's eyes as he lugged his belongings all the way home. He didn't want the day to end up with the person he loved hating him.
Walking up to the door to his home, he opened it and walked in only to get a huge luggage being thrown at him. Immediately, he dodged the luggage and he turned to face two angry parents. Rosuto had never seen them this angry since they had found out that his mother's boss was gay. He then paled. Somebody had told his parents of his sexual preference.
After a while of his parents screaming and him begging for them to understand, he had to walk away from the house with the luggage that was filled to the brim with his things. Today was officially the worst day of his life.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 5:03 pm
Hatomi sat in his room scetching, trying to get everything that had happened out of his head, but it seemed like that just wouldn't happen. Hatomi shivered, he knew he hated him, but what was this feeling. Shaking his head he ignored it and pushed it back to the back of his mind. He growled and went to take a shower his mind finally clearing after a revelation hit him. When he did go back he would make everyone pay. He would make them all suffer for their wrongs and he wouldn't even regret it. Or so Hatomi thought, this would change nothing exept bring to a realization that later in his life would force him to face the harsh truth.
He placed a hand on the side of the shower and sighed and ran long finger through thick wet locks. He groaned as he shut off the water after cleaning himself off. Making sure all the filth and grime was washed away. He dried off before getting into clean cloths and walking to his window to star up at the sky. Great it looked like it was going to get worse with the storm coming in too. He hoped that it would just pass over them, but knowing his luck today. Probably not, and that ment his favorite rain would be tainted with thunder and lightning.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 5:20 pm
(Just for a heads up, I'm thinking about a time skip after your next post. That is, if you're okay with that.)
Rosuto noticed dark clouds overhead and there was the distant sound of thunder. He had to find shelter and fast, but how? Everytime he would go to the houses of all the people he had called friends, his parents had already notified them that he was gay and they all literally slammed their doors in his face. Now Rosuto was once again walking by the streets, which were empty and long since broken. There was a dreadfully dark and spooky house behind an iron fence. Maybe whoever lived there would be kind enough let him stay there at least for the night, probably until the storm was over. Hopefully, he may even be able to live in the place until he can get a job and find an apartment of his own.
As he passed the open gates that held the sign that said 'Beware', he saw that the doors were already opened. Knocking on the doors, Rosuto entered the house not long after, seeing only darkness and the occasional glint of spider webs. He then remembered where this place was. It was the haunted house that he and Hatomi had said they would sleepover at one day, but they never did. Well, now Rosuto was just going to sleep here for possibly the rest of his life. Lugging his belongings with him up the stairs, he examined each and every room until finally he found a bedroom that seemed just right for him. Brushing away the dust on the bed, he crawled under the strangely unworn covers and tried to sleep through the storm, which just had its first lightning.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 5:33 pm
((That's fine with me.))
Hatomi groaned and started on his home work. He would call walker later and ask him to take it back for him and bring him his things from school once school was finished. Walker owed him alot so this was a goo oppertunity to get what he could out of him. Since there was no other way the boy could pay him back. He sighed and closed his books once he completed his work. Maybe after a week has gone by the other would understand that this ment no. He walked over to his bed and layed down.
He placed his hand behind his head as he stared at the ceiling. "Stop thinking about it you damn pansie, there is no way we can stay friends if he's gay......ugh," He rolled onto his side, "Why did he lie to me? I don't understand......If he had just kept his mouth shut I wouldn't hate him now and nothing bad would have come of it. I would never have known and he would be better off then he probably is now. I know his parents and they won't treat him kindly ever again......and neither will I."
He tired to sleep, but couldn't the damn storm had rolled in and it was making a ton of noise that he could stop listening too. His blue eyes glanced at the window and he sneared slightly. "Serves him right," He closed his eyes and forced himself to sleep as he blocked out the sounds as best he could. Eventually the sound of the rain won over it and he passed out curled up on his side.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 5:49 pm
((Sorry have to go for the night see ya.))
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 6:02 pm
(Okay. Time skip.)
Rosuto woke up in the now clean house that was once thought to be haunted. It has been two years since his life dropped, but at least he has a job, a house that he wouldn't have to pay for (though he did need to pay for stuff like electricity and water), and now education. In fact, he was waking up to go to school. Walking to the bathroom, he began to do the usual morning routines. Considering his situation now, it would seem that he was born into this. Now he's living life as if he never lived it like a normal kid, but as an orphan who was somehow able to get a house and live like most single adults.
It had been one year and eleven months since he forgot the names of his so-called parents and former friends, and he has long since made new friends, those who he trusted with knowing his sexual preference. Now, his full-time job would be reduced to part-time and he would have to work for seven days a week instead of only five, but at least he would still make enough money to live and get his long-needed education.
He had been able to stay in middle school all through seventh grade, but he had to quit in eighth when it seemed impossible to stay in school due to the many people who made fun of him for being a homo and also due to him having to look for a job. For some reason, his parents had decided to pay for his seventh grade year, though he didn't know why, and then they just disappeared from existence after it was over. After he did find a job, took him half of last year to get used to his new circumstances, but by then it was too late to go back to school.
Once finished with cleaning up from the night, Rosuto exited the house with only a slice of bread for his breakfast. He wanted to get to the high school real early so he could have some time to begin on good terms with fellow students and teachers. As soon as he had arrived, there was a sight that had shocked him.
There, he saw the one he had constantly dreamed about, standing at the doors of the school. His former friend, Hatomi.
(Okay, bye.)
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 8:02 pm
Bleep Just to keep it near the top.
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