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Posted: Sat Apr 17, 2010 1:45 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 17, 2010 5:57 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 17, 2010 7:05 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 17, 2010 8:07 pm
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XxXSinister WhispersXxX Picture! Look at some others to get a more better body structure of me. As you can see, I'm not normal sized. xD I'm 5'5, about 130-142 pounds, because it changes every single day, and I think the only part about me I hate is my belly, and face. D8 My belly is big, I gain most weight there, and it's difficult to loose it. (If anyone has any help on loosing belly, that would be great!) and my chin, because I have a small double chin when I get a front picture. I like my legs, they're skinny for my size actually, skinny jeans don't fit my legs, they're too big. xc I don't believe I'd ever crossplay though. HAHA. And here I am considering cosplaying America for next year's Anime Central. I'm going on super ultra mega diet and s**t though if I am. The binding will be hard, I'm a D cup now! D: It's amazing how not even a year passes, and I'm so different.
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Posted: Thu May 20, 2010 7:34 am
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Posted: Thu May 20, 2010 10:03 am
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Posted: Thu May 20, 2010 10:21 am
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Posted: Fri May 21, 2010 12:28 am
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Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 1:05 pm
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Posted: Sun May 23, 2010 7:56 am
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 11:21 am
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Posted: Thu May 27, 2010 5:43 pm
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To be completely honest, most of us can't help it. Women in general are pre-programmed to feel that any flaw, obvious or not, is being focused on and must be hidden. It's especially hard for us bodacious babes because we really ARE being focused on for what the world calls a flaw.
My mother struggled with her weight for most of her life, driven by cruel remarks and awful diets from her own family and everyone else in the world, and even though she hated being treated badly for something that shouldn't be a big deal, she couldn't help but rant about it to me. All I ever heard from her was how fat and ugly she looked, how no one wanted to see her cottage cheese legs in a bathing suit and how a dress just wouldn't hide her belly. If you grow up hearing that, as most of us have, you can't help but think the same thing when you look in the mirror and see a bigger bust, or a some belly, or hips that could kill. Every single curvy girl I know thinks she ugly, that she has to cover up what she has or she'll be breaking some sacred code. It's stupid, it's illogical, it's unnecessary, but it's how we think.
It's a struggle everyday to find the courage to put on something that shows off my arms. Putting on a bathing suit makes me feel like a huge spotlight is being shined on every detail of myself, and I hate it. Even though most of us know we are good people, even though we know our faces aren't hard on the eyes, our minds tell us that the whole world will only see our shell, and it's not right. Of course I would love to be confident enough to wear a dress that shows my arms and legs, especially since I am a stalwart believer that the bigger they are, the harder they rock, but the internal battle is just too much to fight sometimes.
I applaud any lady with the courage to walk with pride in herself, no matter what the world says, but I for one still have a ways to go, mentally. Until I train myself out of these bad habits, of course I will discuss ways to make myself feel more comfortable, even if it is destructive.
I do agree with you though. The pride is seriously lacking in this thread, so let me be the first to say that as big as I am, and many others might be, nothing makes me feel more proud of who I am than when a big girl cosplays. It's like the physical embodiment of the bird being flipped to the world and it's stereotypes, and it makes me want to run and buy whatever costume I can get over my hips, and join them. <3
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Posted: Thu May 27, 2010 6:51 pm
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Posted: Fri May 28, 2010 8:36 am
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XxXSinister WhispersXxX XxXSinister WhispersXxX Picture! Look at some others to get a more better body structure of me. As you can see, I'm not normal sized. xD I'm 5'5, about 130-142 pounds, because it changes every single day, and I think the only part about me I hate is my belly, and face. D8 My belly is big, I gain most weight there, and it's difficult to loose it. (If anyone has any help on loosing belly, that would be great!) and my chin, because I have a small double chin when I get a front picture. I like my legs, they're skinny for my size actually, skinny jeans don't fit my legs, they're too big. xc I don't believe I'd ever crossplay though. HAHA. And here I am considering cosplaying America for next year's Anime Central. I'm going on super ultra mega diet and s**t though if I am. The binding will be hard, I'm a D cup now! D: It's amazing how not even a year passes, and I'm so different.
Oddly enough, I think Hetalia / America is one of the FEW cosplays where you can get away with having some extra pudge. Mostly because it's a satire, and because it fits more with the stereotype / character's actions.
-will be Regular!America and Baby!America for Connecticon-
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