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Some things in here are controvertial. Please, don't even try to make fun of me, flame me, or be generally rude. I'm none the different than I was the time I walked into the guild as a normal member, to when I was recruited a VC. I'm still the same Len/Sky.

Over the summer... I've done some realizing, thinking and breaking down of the painful kind, and come to realize that I can't deny something that I've felt about myself since I was little, and knew that boys and girls were different from each other.

I have a psychological 'problem' called Gender Dysphoria. Basically, it means that I am "dissatisfied and/or uncomfortable with my physical gender (sex) to the point where it causes me physical pain and depression like symptoms."

In layman's terms, I have a girl's body, but am a guy on the inside. I've always been this way, but I thought I'd let you guys know, if you chose, to try and refer to me as a 'he, male, him' etc. you know the drill. xD

I don't mind being called a she, but it makes me feel weird. (I don't like dealing with it at school, but I gotta deal for now).

My point is, don't get confused when I refer to myself as a boy in any situation.

Thanks for understanding, guys, in advance,

LenNightmare / Skyler c:

P.S. I wonder what kind of community we have here, concerning human rights (and the stand we've got on the Q.G.B.L.T. movements... Or if other people feel like me, because sometimes... I get so sad and lonely, you know...? (and I will be keeping my avatar female lol. Items look better on them)

I don't either, but they do. I think it's because of religions and other crap like that...

The overall rudeness of people when faced with something 'different.' It really hurts when you're the center of the ridicule.

@Len: Yeah, no matter what you do or say there's gonna be someone who's gonna hate you for it. Dx Ignorant people are just... ugh. Don't let it bother you. There's nothing wrong with feeling that way. :3 Hell, this is America >D

I honestly thinks there's nothing 'wrong' with anyone, unless they're ignorant or intolerant and such. That's the real reason people hate each other. gonk

It doesn't make me a tomboy, it "makes" me a boy with a female body and stuff.

My hair is short. It has been for about three-four years. I wear boy's clothing on a daily basis. I'm getting a binder for my chest soon. And possibly, hormone therapy of sorts.

I have talked to friends about the use of pronouns, and a few very close friends. I'm not ashamed of it.

Thanks for the info.

Be whatever you want to be. I think overall Anime is way more tolerant of differences and my own son is a girl on Gaia, but a boy in real life. Does this mean he is the reverse of you....guy outside, girl inside. Don't know, but whatever happens and he decides I love my kids more than anything else on the whole planet and while I agree with you that sometimes an alternative life style can be difficult or make more people anxious/rude/mean, that's on them not you. Just be careful, because although this is America there is still crime and hate.

cry I teared.