This Is lil_qt_cat1 aka lil_qt_cat aka Lord_Lillith
I'm giving up on this guild, I won't get help to get this guild back from my vice captains, for some reason unknown even tho I have asked on a few occasions to help me get it back. I do not judge or hold a grudge on them. They obviously aren't doing it to take it over, maybe they are doing it to spite me for because I was failing as a friend? There is no blame on anyone but myself for some how failing and in my weakness I must have pushed them away to keep myself from getting too close to people so I wont let myself get hurt again. It is a fault I have. I will work hard to fix this problem. I am not stating this for empathy or for people to forgive me or feel bad for me, it's just a fact.
I lost control of this guild, I cheapened the purpose of this guild by trying to get as many as possible members in my guild. I made it less serious for entering games to make people more active, but not really try to open their minds and touch them in a way where they could feel comfort and love, and not have to worry about being judged like a safety line.
i will be posting my new guild in here for those who are interested. but please only apply if you will be active. i don't even care if i only have like 10 people in my guild, as long as they are active.
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