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 Posted: Sun Aug 31, 2008 5:04 pm
OK. So, this is my introductory post. Well, I feel like I haven't had much of a chance to update on my life. AND, I do want to read some people's points of views on what's happened in my life thus far.
This will contain:
A LOT of drama
MY views on life
fan-girly moments
rants..tons of rants
innuendos.
So you've been for warned. :]
Oh, well, I would write a little about me, but I'll add on to that later. :]
UPDATES
8.31.08 - Adding old entries from the start of this year.
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Posted: Sun Aug 31, 2008 5:11 pm
March 19, 2008 OK, It's Spring Break Wow, first time I've written in THIS journal, lol.IDK. HAHAH. Well..let's see...I'm really sad. Zilah isn't coming back. D: Like...I met here this year and started to like her(she did the same with me too, she even confessed, but nothing happened). And we were talking on MSN, and I was like "Sorry I couldn't come to your party." I gave her a kiss a few days after her birthday because I forgot to give her a birthday present. More info on that later. <3
Anyway, so I said I was sorry, and she was like "Well, you know, for that, you owe me a kiss." Then we started talking about the fact that she might be moving..so she was like "Hey, just because of that, you owe me another kiss!" So I told her, "You know what? Monday. The last day you're at PV, I'm going to make sure that that's your kissing memory day. <3" Yeah. I love her. <3
Oh yeah, the whole kiss on her birthday. Well..it was on the cheek, haha. Because like..Friday..she finally came to school. So, I passed her a note "Hey, you so deserve a kiss because I forgot to give you your birthday present." Sooo...yeah. Then at fourth period, the sub said we could switch around the seats (she sits behind me), so when I was about to hang out with Dominique, Teryn, and Sadie, I gave her a quick one on the cheek and she said "Yay!" HAHAH. Good thing the sub didn't see. (I sit in the front row.)
OMG. HAHA. Isaac asked out Dominique. LOL. Forrealll. I was kinda jealous at first, but I'm happy now. They're cute together. HAHA. Well, the day that he asked her out, I kinda had a weird gut feeling something was going to happen. Then, the next day, Dominique was all happy and s**t. I was like "Wow. I thought so." and she told me. That was great! I mean, she has been talking about him. And she likes him more than Anthony. Lawlz. Isaac > Anthony, FTW. I think. LAWL. She said yeah to him..more like..she told Kaitlyn to say yeah to him. haha.
D: UGH. OMG. I can't believe me and my peeps didn't hang Friday. Oh well. Whatever. Haha. I was kind of lonely though. ;_; All alone...on the tree..lying down..listening to music....wahh. crying Oh well. Anyway..I think that's it. Haaaa. Oh wait..
PEP RALLY! HAHA. It was really...uhhh...so..uhh...unspirited. Really. I mean, all the 7th graders did was just listen. There wasn;t much of the cheery spirit or the clapping spirit. Kinda sad. Another sad thing would be the fact that I really came to understand the fact that Nicky and Cathy are back...together again. In their own little short people love. HAHA. I mean, I'm freakin taller than Nicky and Cathy. HAH. Sad. D: But yeah. I really think that they're back together because of the fact that they've been holding hands, hugging, and i guess you can say cuddling. Ugh. Kinda sick...then again, same thing that he's seen me do with Zilah and Teryn. AHAHA. Wooo.
OMG. Another crazy thing (lol). Nallely..wants to get preggorz. Foshizzle. She told me she wanted a kid that she can love, and who she knows will love her back. I can understand her, because of all the s**t she's going && went through. I'm really sorry for her, but I really wish her the best. And she really told me the huge truth. She told me she doesn't LOVE Hector, she LOVES Tremayne. And that she doesn't know what to do anymore. Besides that, Tremayne just told her that he's gay. I mean..WTF, srsly. But I doubt he is, he's probably just bisexual. Heh. The good and bad thing is...they're thinking about getting together again. Bad thing? Well...both of them have to really get their life back together and straighten things out. As of right now..my gut feeling is that they'll be back together in the near future.. but not too near. Hmm. My gut instincts are usually somewhat right anyway. Like the whole Nicky && Cathy thing and the whole Isaac && Dominique thing. Heh. Weird.
LAWLZ. Last night...more like this morning (LOL.) I had a dream..with me and Isaac. It was...kinda...no...REALLY weird. o.o It's like..Isaac(for some reason) found out where I live and came over. Then we were all hugging and started hanging out. I forgot what we were talking about, but...then I think...I THINK...we talked about the fact that him and Dominique are going out. And he was like "Yeah, but I really liked you a lot before" or something like that. I replied, "Really.. I did too.." and then he leaned down to give me a kiss on the lips but my brother went in the living room and I backed away. Weird dream, really. Perhaps there's a meaning in between? Hmm, I doubt it and I hope not. I straightened it out, I only like him as a friend. Heh. Zilah > Isaac > Nicky. Lol. He's still my number one guy though. >3 <33
Yeah. I think and HOPE, that's it. LOL. Yup yup. Lol. Peace~. Oh..quote inside my mind: "If he was the one, don't you think you guys would have been together already?" So true Nallely. Anyhow bye bye. <33
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Posted: Sun Aug 31, 2008 5:16 pm
April 02, 2008 School be Back Mmkay. So as I said before, Zilah is transferring schools. She said she would be back on the Monday we came back, so I brought her CD. Well, guess what. She didn't. I was a bit disappointed, but oh well. I mean, I gave the CD to Nallely to give to Zilah. Yep.
Then, yesterday, April Fool's Day. Lawl. I didn't pull any pranks, sadly. D: Well, anyway, me, Dominique, Teryn, Lucianna, and Kaitlyn were walking around, and we stopped in front of the lunch quad. Then Dominique was like, "Hey, look, it's Zilah." Of course, me realizing it was April Fool's, I replied, "Uhuh, sure. I'm not falling for that." Then, me and Teryn went to the 6th grade quad to check out if Brittany was there. She was, and then we went back to where we were hanging out. I looked at the group next to us, and saw...ZILAH!1!!!11111oneoneone!!!! I was like OMG. Then I guess she saw me, and hugged me. We were hugging really tightly and for like a minute. Fosho. Haha. It was like such a perfect scene. LAWL. While we were hugging, I saw Lucianna point at me and Zilah to Dominique, who I saw was smiling really big and stuff. We let go for a second, then I hugged her one last time and gave her a kiss on the cheek. <3 Lawl. Gotta love that. Then her friends left so she did too. :C But oh well, the bell rang after that, so whatever. Lol. Well, it was me and Teryn, and when we were walking I was like "You saw nothing!" Lawl.
During first period, I was talking to Dominique for a while and she whispered to me, "OMG. Dude, you and Zilah should so go out. You guys are so cute together." But I don't think so. :/ I mean, I really like Zilah, and I know she likes me back, but meh. She has a boyfriend anyway. I'll talk more about my situation with her in a few.
Oh yeah. Update on Nicky and Cathy. Yup. I think they really are now. Whatever. I love Zilah more. <33 Feh. The only thing annoying me would be that Nicky seems to be ignoring me. :/ Hmm, oh well. I don't care. Haha. Once, more like Monday, Dominique was like "Hey there's Nicky." and I was like, "Ugh. Whatever. I don't care anymore. He doesn't even pay attention to me." and she was like, "Want me to call him a weenie for you?" I said no. xD I think she was about to, too. Lawl. Ah well. Another funny thing. I've seen Nicky and Cathy like, link arms and all. But whenever I do, I kind of laugh in my head. I think Cathy's trying too hard. She should just go with the flow, if I were here. Ugh. I'm soo over it. Ugh.
Okay. Time to update the whole Dominique and Isaac going out. =D Well, Monday, Luci told me that they met up with Isaac after lunch or something. IDK. Lawl. Well, Isaac and Dominique were hugging forever and Isaac was like "How's my baby girl?" And AWWW. After school, they were cuddling and I couldn't help but feel jealous. Not that I like Isaac or anything, lol. It's just ugh, they're so lovey-dovey it made me jealous that almost all my friends' relationships are going better than mine. Ugh. Oh well. Then, ugh omg. Yesterday..Dominique broke up with Isaac. o_o! Forrreallllzzz. It's sad. I mean, I understand her reason. (She went out with this guy for a really long time and it was really hard to say goodbye. Then there's the fact that Isaac is going to high school and all.) But now that I think about it..I think it's too sudden. I would've savored(lol, wow. a nice word to be describing that.) more of the relationship before breaking up. Then again, if the relationship were to be savored, then there would be stronger and harder feelings. Right? Hmm, maybe I'm not going to be cut out for this relationship stuff. Lol. Too confusing to break down and actually understand. But hey, nobody ever said you have to understand relationships to receive one, right? Hmm. I should just go with the flow and stop worrying what if, hmm.
Ack. Zilah situation. Okay, I've been thinking about it, and talking about it with Nallely and Dominique. I still don't know what to do. I DO want to get serious with her, but I'm scared of being too serious and getting hurt. I know how Zilah is...she's not all too serious about her relationships. As I said earlier, she does have a boyfriend. Aughh..but IDK. Maybe I should talk to Zilah about it. Like, I've already told her if we had gone out before she left, I would've tried to give her the bestest days as of yet. Ah well. But I do get Dominique's point. How would I know something without trying it out? Hahhh. I probably will try it out, but I don't know...at all. GAHHH. DAMMIT. ARGHHHH. I need to buy a new notebook to pass notes in too. :/ Feh.
Ayyeee. On my last entry, I said how badly Nallely wanted to get a kid, right? Well..apparently, she's pregnant. I'm not kidding either. She told me about it. I think it was all an accident but still. Come now, she's so small and frail. She was planning on keeping it, but me and Zilah kinda made her think about it. Srsly. Well, now she's planning an abortion and all. I really hope everything goes well for her.
That's it. Oh. The last after school dance is this Friday. Can't wait to go. Lol. I'll keep updated then. Yay. Oh, yeah. Quote in my head, "Ugh. Whatever. I'm so over him. I love Zilah more, and she knows. I told her. She even replied the same thing with a 'too' in the end."
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