Today I was really happy.
For the past week I've been really happy.
Tonight = Shite.
First off, Sam's off line and I don't want to call him incase it's too late and V's watching Bleach and I don't want to disturb him so you're all going to hear how s**t I feel now.
Right...
You all know Luke? Ex.. b*****d.
kk
Story.
I cut him out my life for 3 months cause I couldn't take it anymore. My friend Callum convinced me to talk to him... now I'm feeling really shite because we're now.. Me and Callum fighting on msn with this t**t over him being a t**t.
I would copy and past all my convos. But that would be mega longer than this will be. Basically at the moment he's up setting me cause he's not sorry for hitting me.. I shall find a quote.
Laura:
Lol stuff about her calling him a t**t and asking if he is to me, so I said "well you hit me" and he was like "...yeah I know" no apology no no razz noooo lol But I told him I still like him even though Im the one he hits most lol so it cant be THAT bad really. Its just personal differences in opinion aint it. Meh. I find it quite funny som razz times lol
[ { NIX } ] - [-Why so serious?-] says:
I didn't find it funny when you hit me. /=
[Flors] says:
I didnt find it funny when you wouldnt get out of my way
[ { NIX } ] - [-Why so serious?-] says:
You didn't have to hit me to get me out of the way. and you were a bastared to me the whole of that day
That basket was really heavy and you made me carry it because you decided that it's a woman's job to carry things.
Another Quot of this evening.
- Wish I could rape the day [Clam ******** <3s Laura ... more] says (21:2 cool :
STOP ******** HITTING LAURA
OK!?
I DON'T GIVE A ******** s**t WHATEVER THE ******** ELSE YOU DO
[Flors] says (21:29):
okay
So I could rape her or something, as long as I don't hit her in the process?
I really don't know what to do with this boy, he's upsetting me on many levels, him, Sam and my dad are the only male creatures that have ever been able to make me cry and I can't understand why Luke can so easily.
He's a woman beater.
He's used me.
Yet once he was a sweet boy and I loved him. But he's changed into this monster and nothing will ever get him back.
I miss the boy who used to make me happy, who used to look after me, the boy who.. oh who am I kidding that boy died a long time ago.
And now my thoughts are of all the times he's hit me. /= And now apparently Laura too. /=
He says he cares, but there's no way in hell he does. Or if he does it's in a massively ******** up way.
