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Babies do put a lot of strain on relationships, sadly, and I can't think of anyone I know (married or not) who hasn't had issues adjusting at some point in the process. If you scroll through enough pages in this forum, you'll find lots of topics--especially after the birth--with similar concerns and issues. It just seems to go with the territory and you do your best to work through it and adjust to your new state of 'normal.' Having a baby makes you take stock in your priorities and rethink what's important and what you really want out of life, as well as making you rethink how you define yourself. It can be tricky and very hard to do.

As for your unique situation, the best thing you can do is talk to your boyfriend and ask him about it and discuss your concerns. It may be that he has a lot on his mind, becoming a father is a big thing and at your age I would imagine it can be more difficult to come to terms with and what exactly it means. I'm sure he's just as confused about things as you are and trying to make sense of what they mean.

Based on your post, I think it would be beneficial for you to make sense out of what you're thinking and feeling as well. Then you can decide what is right for you, your son, and your boyfriend. I understand the want of a Daddy for your son, but staying with someone you shouldn't, or after trying to find a replacement isn't necessarily in anyone's best interest. People often worry about the effect of a broken home on a child but never take into consideration the effect of living in a home where it's obvious your parents don't get along or love each other and the message that sends.

That being said, you won't know what kind of parent your boyfriend will be until he's given a chance to be one and to find what works for him. Even if you two don't stay together--and even if you do because of the move and distance--it would be beneficial to have a custody agreement and visitation schedule worked out. It's one more thing to mull over, but in your situation it's something you have to think about and something you should be talking to your boyfriend about now before the baby comes.

Dirge's post hit all my points too.

I do advise going through the legalities of custody and child support. I know a lot of young people balk at that, but it's what's best for the child. If circumstances change, then adjust. However, it's better to be prepared and it cuts out any worries.

I also want to advise that perhaps it can't hurt to focus on yourself and the baby. Give you two a break to focus on this big adjustment, especially if there's a long distance to handle. Take baby steps as it goes from there. Be honest with him and communicate. Even if you two are not together as a couple, you will forever be together as parents of your baby.