Alrighty Feel free to leave comments i will always update it by editing my 1st post, basically im gonna write about things that i think about wiether its lies, death confusion etc etc. I'll try not to keep it all gloom and doom ill try to add some happyness once in a while if i can. I'll keep the dates of my posts and ill add updated on the supject if i've put a new one

2/26/07

Some people wonder the earth trying to find forgiveness, wealth, fame, happyness, a place where they belong but does it all matter? Everything leads to one place, a darkness which people call Death. If you want equality or a place with no worries Death is your sanctuary, you'll have no fears the only problem is those lies you listen to. About a heaven if you live good or a hell if you sin. HOW do we know that such a place exsists there are billions of sinners in the history of the world and how do we know that they are truely wrong. HOW do we know that in the eyes of those "Sinners" they were doing a good thing, Adolf Hitler for example sure in the eyes of the public he was doing an abomination but in his eyes or the eyes of the insane as some call it he might've been thinking he was doing a good thing. WHAT does it take to judge someone innocense or guilty, some people that are guilty get innocense and some that are innocent get guilty. IF this world has judged you wrong is it possiable that you will be judged again or will you just turn to darkness and rot underground or be burnt to ashes or be digested in an animal. PEOPLE now live carefree they drink smoke not caring of the consequnces until they get in a car accident and die then those they know cry scream go insane and ask why? WHY you ask i say? I'LL tell you why because he was stupid enough to go die death doesn't come to you. YOU come to Death. You pray when such a "tradegy" happens that their soul is taken care of but its not your dicision its His dicision the supposedly "almighty God". GOD didn't condem you to hell, YOU condemned you to hell. Some people think that hell is when your alive like when your shot in the stomach and your acids are eating your flesh and organs you want to scream in pain but all you feel is the cold Icy feeling of death coming upon you. Like the cancer that you may spend 20 years fighting because you thought it's cool to smoke or that feeling in your legs that you'll never see again because you thought it's "OKAY" to drink then drive.