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Northawke_rs

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PostPosted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 10:37 pm


I've battled with a form of chronic depression my entire life, so I've thought about it a lot and have attempted to do it. Fortunately there were always people around at the time to talk to me and change my mind. Nowadays my depression rears its ugly head very infrequently and it has changed my outlook on life completely. I would never contemplate suicide anymore.
PostPosted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 8:29 am


When I was a teenager I batteles with it for a little bit. What kept me was my faith. Sometimes I get tired of the stress and pains of life but never to the point to where I want to harm myself anymore.

Kawaii_Senpai


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PostPosted: Tue Aug 09, 2005 10:44 pm


Shini Neko Ni
Befores I say anything don't worry I am not doing anything stupid but...I doubt anybody has noticed in the last week or so but I haven't been posting in the guild...

But the reason is becuase I lost one of my good friends to Suicide a few days ago...a day after that another friend of mine was put into the hospital becuase she tried too...Both of there reasons had to deal with bad boyfriends, and mainly becuase they were both overweight and made fun of. If I ever see their boyfriends...I am not sure what I would do. I just thought I would share that with everyone here.

Have you ever thought about Suicide? Does being overweight depress you or make you think about doing that? Share you storys about this, if we can talk about it maybe we can help prevent one person from doing something like this, saveing one life is well worth it.

I was stuck in a deep depression ALL of last year.
No one noticed.
Some of it was my weight, and the hell I went through in middle school.
I was suicidal, and I kept a dull blade, and would drag it across my skin when I was sad, like cutting, but it was too dull to cut the skin and leave marks.
I almost committed suicide.
Then my Mom confronted me, and we talked about it.
When you talk about it, you don't hurt yourself.
It was found later through tests and such that I am bipolar.
Now I am back a happy young girl.
~That was my depressing little tale.~
PostPosted: Wed Aug 10, 2005 3:53 pm


I've been thinking about it lately. I am sick of trying to make people happy. Most people tell me to lose weight and look this way..because it will make them happy. Since they won't get off my back, I just do it. I don't want to lose weight, I'm happy with how I look..but no one else is..and I can't take listening to them, so I'll just change myself..Though now I'm thinking if I kill myself I don't have to worry about it anymore.
My Grandmom was the only one in my family who really cared about me and loved me for me. Now she is back in the hospital. I wish it was me in the hospital and not her. I used to be happy with how I was, but now people are just bashing me..and bashing me..I hate myself. I would kill myself, but I'm scared of death..so I won't.

Shampoo_0405


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PostPosted: Wed Aug 10, 2005 4:01 pm


Shampoo_0405
I've been thinking about it lately. I am sick of trying to make people happy. Most people tell me to lose weight and look this way..because it will make them happy. Since they won't get off my back, I just do it. I don't want to lose weight, I'm happy with how I look..but no one else is..and I can't take listening to them, so I'll just change myself..Though now I'm thinking if I kill myself I don't have to worry about it anymore.
My Grandmom was the only one in my family who really cared about me and loved me for me. Now she is back in the hospital. I wish it was me in the hospital and not her. I used to be happy with how I was, but now people are just bashing me..and bashing me..I hate myself. I would kill myself, but I'm scared of death..so I won't.


Well, I really don't think losing weight would actually please them. People would just want you to lose more, and you'd probably be more unhappy bending to their wills.
PostPosted: Thu Aug 11, 2005 7:42 pm


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Shampoo_0405
I've been thinking about it lately. I am sick of trying to make people happy. Most people tell me to lose weight and look this way..because it will make them happy. Since they won't get off my back, I just do it. I don't want to lose weight, I'm happy with how I look..but no one else is..and I can't take listening to them, so I'll just change myself..Though now I'm thinking if I kill myself I don't have to worry about it anymore.
My Grandmom was the only one in my family who really cared about me and loved me for me. Now she is back in the hospital. I wish it was me in the hospital and not her. I used to be happy with how I was, but now people are just bashing me..and bashing me..I hate myself. I would kill myself, but I'm scared of death..so I won't.


Well, I really don't think losing weight would actually please them. People would just want you to lose more, and you'd probably be more unhappy bending to their wills.


It's like I said once before; "Please thyself first, and thou shalt grow rich in happiness, love, and money."

Diego the Incubus


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PostPosted: Thu Aug 11, 2005 10:48 pm


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Shampoo_0405
I've been thinking about it lately. I am sick of trying to make people happy. Most people tell me to lose weight and look this way..because it will make them happy. Since they won't get off my back, I just do it. I don't want to lose weight, I'm happy with how I look..but no one else is..and I can't take listening to them, so I'll just change myself..Though now I'm thinking if I kill myself I don't have to worry about it anymore.
My Grandmom was the only one in my family who really cared about me and loved me for me. Now she is back in the hospital. I wish it was me in the hospital and not her. I used to be happy with how I was, but now people are just bashing me..and bashing me..I hate myself. I would kill myself, but I'm scared of death..so I won't.


Well, I really don't think losing weight would actually please them. People would just want you to lose more, and you'd probably be more unhappy bending to their wills.


I agree. Let's just say you lost enough weight to please them. They'd just find something else to criticize you on. You have to be proud of who you are and stand up for yourself. From all the posts I've read by you you're a nice thoughtful girl. You're not the one with the problem; they are. I know it's hard to see it like that, but people bashing other people usually battle with insecurity. They have the need to put other people down so they feel better about themselves. Their actions towards you say a whole lot more about them than about you.
PostPosted: Mon Aug 15, 2005 1:22 pm


I've thought about suicide once or twice, but then I realized that if I do, I'm going to Hell. That was the only thing that stopped me at the time.

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