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 Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 2:09 am
Ancelin moved away from the kiss and set her hands on Jani's cheeks. No, she wouldn't do something that would make Jani uncomfortable. She smiled, shook her head, and then looked Jani in the eye.
"Slow. I'll go slow until you're ready to share this with me. I've waited my whole life to.. do that... " She trailed off, eyes looking to the matress. She then returned her gaze to Janis. "I can wait even longer for you." She then stood up and took a few steps away. Words where easier to speak than to follow. And she knew if she stayed on that bed she would try to touch Jani agian. No. She needed to walk around for a few minutes and let her body cool down.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 2:17 am
Jan could have said something jaded, like that Ancelin hadn't been the one waiting, or 'how could you be waiting for something you hadn't wanted until recently?' but didn't, because she... wasn't that sort of person. Instead, she watched the other girl move away, a bit unsure of herself now. "... Okay." Still overheated and flushed, the blonde stretched her body back out the way she'd been laying before everything had gotten started, and began to stare at the ceiling once more. Had that gone well, or badly? Was it a good sign that she wanted Ancelin to come back over to the bed and touch her, or a bad one? She couldn't really tell at this point.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 2:21 am
Ancelin kept her back turned to Jani and she ran her hand up and down her arm. She wasn't comfortable anymore. Jani was torturing her, laying on her bed and not wanting her to do anything. She didn't dare look back though. She couldn't. She instead just continued to look at her fish. Every last one of them if it would keep her from making Jani cry out like that agian.
"You wanted to see Vincent?" She said quickly. She wanted the hot woman off her bed.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 2:28 am
Jan was confused. She hadn't gotten over their first sexual encounter yet, but Ancelin had already? She was ready to go see Vincent? Or... Was she trying to get Jan to leave? Had the blonde made a mistake...? Not knowing what to think, her voice was soft, wounded slightly when she spoke. ".... Anny...?" It was the first time she'd used the other girl's nickname since she'd returned. It was almost a plea. Turn around, look at me, touch me, hug me, kiss me, love me?
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 2:34 am
Hearing Jani say her name in such away only continued to drive the lust inside her. She closed her eyes and clenched her fist. She wanted to kiss Jani. Touch her, hug her, do things to her she didn't even know how to do. She frowned.
"Even if you would let me I wouldn't know what to do to you." She mumbled, so low Jani might not of even heard her. She then turned around and looked to the younger, stronger, better person in front of her.
"I'm sorry.. Can we just leave my bedroom? It's torture seeing you on my bed like that." she said, forcing a smile.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 2:44 am
Oh, Jani had heard. In fact, once the other girl finished speaking, Jan was an extremely dark red, something quite rare in the potato-girl. She didn't usually blush at all, but there it was. Nodding quickly, the tall girl slid from the bed, readjusting her tank-top, and moved toward the door, waiting for Ancelin to follow and... In a bold move for the traditionally slow-acting, distant girl, blocked it with her body. Leaning against the wood, she reached forward to grab Ancelin's hips and pull her close, rather roughly, for what she thought would turn out to be their last kiss for the day.
Kissing was turning out to be a lot like eating twizzlers was for Indu. One just wasn't enough. D:
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 2:51 am
Ancelin's body was more stiff than fluid from this sudden jerk. She blinked and her eyes stayed open threw the entire kiss. She returned it, but not with the luster that she had earlier. She didn't want it to escalade. She didn't want to push Jani further and hurt her, or hurt herself when it was suddenly taken away from her.
Her eyes dimmed as it donned on her, Jani was doing this for payback. Making this pain of want for all the years she had done it to her. Ancelin closed her eyes then, it was just deserved. She deserved to suffer like Jani had been forced to all their youth.
Once Jani had let her go, she smiled and stood back. Waiting for the potato child to let her take her to her older male friend.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 2:56 am
Ancelin had responded completely differently this time, and Jan didn't think she liked it at all. Letting go, her gaze dropped to the floor, and she seemed ashamed. She shouldn't have tried to kiss Ancelin, it'd been stupid. She hadn't wanted the other girl to stop, she just... Didn't want to go too far, too soon. But now Ancelin was mad... or upset...? The smile didn't seem real.
Now stiff and embarrassed, Jan moved past An to grab her things, putting them back in their pockets, putting on her belt, grabbing her guitar... She opened the door herself, knowing quite well where Vincent's room was, but not sure if she was going there, or just leaving now. As she passed Anny, she mumbled. "'M sorry..."
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 3:01 am
The yo-yo of emotions An was going threw right now was too much. Ancelin was overwhelmed. One minute Jani was happy for her to touch her, then upset, then egging her on more, and now she seemed disapointed and hurt? An fought back tears and turned her head away, she just couldn't look at Jan anymore.
"I'm the one who's sorry.. You go ahead to Vincents room.. I need to be by myself for a few minutes.. Recollect, you know?" She said, trying to sound cool.
Ancelin reached out and took Jani's hand to give it a gentle squeeze, her way of saying she cared, but just needed to soak things in. She then held the door open, not raising her gaze. She didn't know if she'd follow Jani to Vincent's room. She didn't know if she could settle that quickly.
"I love you Jani." She said softly, before she closed her eye and bit her lip, her weight agianst the door.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 3:05 am
Jan practically fled down the hall, and finally slowed to compose herself outside of Vincent's room, hair unbound, face flushed, tears in her brown, sad eyes. Knock, knock. She hadn't seen Vincent since... She was a boyish kid. "Vincent?"
At least now she could lose herself in music, while Anny drowned herself in her fish.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 3:17 am
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