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This is really my first Naruto "Yaoi" fic, hope it doesn't blow... Oh and the disclaimer thing, we all know it, I don't own Naruto in any way shape or form. If I did, then I'd have turned this into a huge yaoi fest a long time ago.

Prologue

Haku was looking at the mirror before him. His imag stairing back at him in disgust. He hated how he looked. He hated the boy cloths he had to wear. He hated everything about himself. He pressed his chest together trying to make himself have more of a feminem chest. But alas, it failed. The chest never came. He'd cry in his sleep praying that god would change him. He felt traped. He was in a guy's body, when at heart he felt more of a woman. He hated it when people would stear at him with an other guy. He knew they would think he was gay. But in his heart he didn't see himself as a guy being with a guy. He saw it more as a guy with a girl.
"I hate you." spoke Haku with deep malles.
You only wish you could be me... Haku's reflection spoke as it morphed into a very attractive woman.
His reflection teased him so. She looked like a perfect petit in boy cloths. She seemed to be in the tomb boy phase. Her hair hung delecatly on her sholders, how much Haku prayed he's look like that.
"Why am I not like you?" Haku pleeded.
Because you're a stupid boy. Her voice was filled with venom.
"I'm not a boy..." Haku muttered as he looked down on the floor.
Last time I checked, guys had a little somethin' somethin' between the legs.
"Shut up!" Haku yelled.
Awww, are you gonna cry?
"Shut up!"
Make me! Jeered the reflection.
Haku punched the mirror with all his might. He felt the glass shater against his fist. He cknew that the reflection would leave him alone for a while. He won for once. Haku walked over to his closet and picked out one of his favorit outfits. A little black dress with pink ribbon. It made him look curvasious, more like a girl. It mafr him more comfertable.
Haku pealed off his boy cloths and sliped on the dress, he then put on some black sandles and soon left to start an other day.
2 be cont.

I love the idea!^^ Please write more.

Ch2

I was lying on my bed staring at my ceiling, my mind racing like it always did. I wanted to actually sleep, but it seemed my body spoke differently. I got to sneak out of my house last night with my ex. I guess I should explain this part.
We both met in elementary. I was a fourth grader and she in fifth. We both just got along with each other. But somehow, she had a crush on me. I was terrified. I didn’t feel that way for her. She was my best friend. But I went out with her because I was hiding from myself. My father’s voice rang in my head about me being gay. I didn’t want to be that way. I wanted to be a normal girl. Unfortunately, life isn’t fair for me.
“Haku, you said you needed a day, so…” Ten-Ten muttered shyly.
I looked up at her. She had her hair in those double buns, her school uniform nice and crisp. If it meant making my father’s voice shut up, I’d go out with her. So I looked up at her sweet smile and nodded.
We both grew close. She made me almost forget about the emptiness in my heart. But in the back of my head, I knew something didn’t feel right. With days turning into weeks. Weeks turning into months, I found myself with her for almost half a year. That was when I let her into my secret. She was pretty pissed off at me. She wouldn’t even speak to me. I hated it. The first person that was a good friend wouldn’t even look at me. But a week later she went up to me, and we spoke. I told her everything about how I felt; the confusion, anger, sorrow, everything that I felt. I knew there wasn’t going to be an “us”, but I was fine with that. As long as she was my friend, it didn’t matter. We became the best of friends after that. I was there for her when she had an argument with her current boyfriend. I was there comforting her with all the break ups. She was there for me when I just wanted to scream at the world. When I was angry or scared, I could rely on her. She was my best friend.

“Haku, come on, there’s a party going on. Loosen up for once.” Ten-Ten smiled as she kissed my nose.
“My parents…” I mumbled under my breath.
“So? I snuck out here to take you to the party. You really need to chill out for once.”
“I’m not that good at that…” I spoke truthfully.
“Please. I heard that there are some hot guys going to show up.” Ten-Ten smiled.
“And none of the guys like me.”
“And?”
“And they don’t like me.”
“Haku, just come with me and have fun.”
“No.”
“How about this, we flip a coin. Heads you come with me, and tails you stay here all alone.”
I liked this deal. “Let’s make it interesting. If you win, you chose whatever the hell I’m going to wear. And if I win, you do my homework for a week.”
Ten-Ten looked up at me shocked. She knew how much I hated people dressing me up.
“Deal.” Ten-Ten smiled darkly as she pulled out a coin.
In my mind I was praying for tails. I really wanted her to do my homework. I was really suffering with some of my history.
“And the winner is…” Ten-Ten whispered. “She put the coin back in her pocket and went to my closet. I lost.
Ten-Ten rummaged through my closet and stumbled upon a light blue dress. I couldn’t believe it. She was going to make me wear my old Halloween costume.
“This looks cute.” She said as she threw the dress at me.
“Really, you’re going to make me look like a girl?” I asked a little surprised.
“Stop acting like you’re pissed. You know you want to wear it,” She laughed.
I growled at her softly as I removed my sleeping shirt. Within minutes I had on the dress and some sandals that went the dress. She was right, I did like it; but there was no way in hell I was going to tell her that.
“You ready Haku?” Ten-Ten asked me.
“Almost. I just have to do my hair.”
“Your hair is fine.”
“No it’s not. It’s a complete mess.” I sighed.
“I like your hair like this.”
“Really?”
“Yeah I do.” Ten-Ten smiled.
“Well I guess we should go now.” I muttered as I opened my bedroom window.
I could feel the cool night air against my cheek. It was a little chilly, but not to serious. I decided not to take a jacket with me since I really doubted I would need it once we got to the party. Ten-Ten and I then climbed down from my room and soon we were off into the darkness of the night.

It was pretty cool. Kiba’s parents were out of town and he decided to throw some huge party. Other people were dancing to some Techno and other dancing music. I knew that Ten-Ten pretty much ditched me when some guys started hitting on her. I was probably going to end up drinking a bit. I mean right now it seemed that Naruto was pretty wasted already. He always was one to party hard.
“Hey,” some guy said suddenly.
I looked up to see a guy a bit taller than I was. His shades covering his eyes so I wasn’t really sure if he was talking to me or just talking to some person next to me or who ever.
“Are you deaf or are you playing hard to get?” He asked again.
“Who, me?” I asked.
I was a little surprised. I mean I wouldn’t expect somebody to even pay attention to me. But I guess it was a good thing Ten-Ten forced me to come along.
“No, the pretty girl behind you.” He said sarcastically.
I was a little embarrassed by that. I should have figured he was talking to me. It was nice. He thought I was pretty. On top of that, he called me a girl. So I was already having the greatest day in the world.
“Does a pretty girl like yourself have a name?” he asked.
“Haku. My name is Haku. And yours?” I asked as I tried to hide my blushing face.
“Shino.”
“Nice name.” I said as he took a seat next to me on the sofa.
“Kiba knows how to throw a bash, huh?” Shino asked me.
“Yeah, he does.”
“You look new, are you?”
“Not really. I lived her most of my life.” I said.
“I thought I knew all the beautiful women.”
“You’re embarrassing me.” I said as I covered my flushed face.
He really was. He was calling me a girl, and attractive to boot. This was the best day ever. Thank you Ten-Ten. I love you forever.
Both of us soon engaged in chatter, from some of the most pointless things to what we wanted to do in life. We both really were hitting it off.
“Hey, Haku,” Shino suddenly said.
“Yeah?”
“Why don’t we go somewhere more privet?” He asked.
“Uh, yeah.” I said as we both got up.
Shino must have known where he was going since he took me to a bedroom. It seemed like it may have been one for guests. Before I knew it our lips had met with a heated passion. In my mind I was thanking Ten-Ten for making me come to this stupid party. I just got my first kiss, so now I can temporarily die happy.
I could feel his tongue slither into my crevice of my mouth. His sweet saliva mixing with my own. I dug my hands into his hair as we both crashed into the bed. His glasses occasionally got in the way. It didn’t matter though; both of us were caught in the moment.
As suddenly as it started, he stopped; horrified as I realized he had his hand placed inside my dress. He figured it out. He discovered that I wasn’t a girl.
“You sicko.” He suddenly yelled.
I just laid there. I could tell he was mad. After all, he did just find out he was making out with a guy. I just let him yell at me. After all, I deserved it for not being up front with him.
“You tell anybody about this and I swear you’ll regret it.” He said as he left the room.
I stayed there for a few minutes before Ten-Ten came. I knew that she knew what happened. I guess she felt a little bad for what happened. But I didn’t blame her. It wasn’t like she planed this to happen.
“I think we should get back. The party is pretty much dead now. Everybody’s basically passed out.” She said as she gave her hand out to me.

So all of this happened in one night. My first kiss. I got my first kiss. Even though it was from some guy who turned out to be a bit of a jerk. At least he was a cute jerk.

Ch 3

Well, somehow what happened between Shino and myself spilt into the school gossip mainframe; I don’t know how it happened, but it did. I could feel my fellow peers gaze on me. I knew that they were whispering about Shino and me. A deaf person could even hear it.
Unfortunately, Ten-Ten skipped school today so I was pretty much screwed. I was over at my locker getting my things while most people were in school. That was when Kiba smashed me against the lockers. Kiba was one of the jocks of the school, wrestling and football was the sports he was associated with, I believe.
Kiba had on his school uniform. I noticed that he didn’t have on his jacket; even his hair seemed to be a little messy. But that look Kiba had on his smug face could kill. I really didn’t know why the hell he was messing with me, but I had a feeling it was because of what happened in his house party.
“So, you think you can try to turn one of my friends into a f** like you, don’t ya?” Kiba spat venomously.
“No, he never asked.” I peeped up.
“So you think you’re a funny guy now?”
“No, Shino’s the one that came onto me.” I said franticly.
“And why the hell did you open up your damn mouth, queer?” Kiba spoke bitterly. “Did you think he was actually joking?”
“No, I didn’t- I mean, I didn’t even spill anything!”
Kiba was about to punch me when somebody stopped him yelling, “Yo, Kiba, chill for once and stop bashing the poor kid.” Naruto said jokingly.
Kiba suddenly let go of my shirt collar and turned to the young blond. “Do you even know what the hell this punk did to Shino?” Kiba spat.
“Yeah, cause I was the one who ran my mouth.” Naruto laughed.
“What?” Kiba was rather surprised.
To say the truth, I was too. Kiba was this big scary guy that looked like he could eat babies and Naruto really looked like a shrimp compared to the brut. For Naruto to even have the guts to even say something like that to Kiba was just simply amazing.
“Why the hell did you do that?” Kiba asked.
“Shino needed to get off his high horse. Not my fault Shino had a spit fest with Haku.” Naruto laughed.
“So, Haku was in on this?” Kiba asked.
“Yeah.” Naruto said.
Kiba turned to me and asked, Naruto signed for me to play along with him, so I did. I really didn’t want to end up dead in the hallway along with Naruto. Despite the fact that my life was so unfair, I love life.
After Kiba left the hall I looked up at Naruto, I was amazed that he actually saved my neck.
“Uhm, Naruto, thanks.”
“Don’t mention it.” He smiled.
I looked up at him still amazed that he risked his life to save me. But I had to ask him.
“Naruto, if you don’t mind me asking-” Naruto interrupted me mid sentence.
“I didn’t start the rumor.” He said.
“What?” I asked amazed.
“Nope, some other idiot from the party did. I had a feeling Kiba was going to deck you since Shino was acting like a b***h about how everybody thinks he’s gay. I just hope you didn’t blab your mouth about you and Shino about to bump uglies.”
I blushed as he spoke. I couldn’t believe that Naruto, one of the craziest popular guys in school could actually speak to me. The only person who would even talk to me who was popular was Lee, and that was mainly because he’s gay. I know that Lee and Naruto hung out cause they were both in track together. Naruto sat down next to me and we both just started to talk about stuff.
“Hey, why don’t we skip class?” Naruto asked suddenly.
“What? Are you serious?” I asked him.
“Yeah, I am. I have math right now and really don’t feel like it. You?”
“I really shouldn’t. I’m dieing in history enough as it is.”
“Come on, I promise if you skip class with me, I’ll help you with your history class.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
“Sure.”

Naruto and I were over at the forest near the school, sitting underneath a tree. Both of us still messing around talking about stories about crazy adventures we had, and more Naruto had.
“So, how long have you known that you were gay?” Naruto asked me.
I was rather shocked by his question. I never would have expected for him to ask such a personal question to me. I mean this is really the first time I even spend time with him. I didn’t know what to thing. I didn’t know if I should even answer his question or just ignore it.
“I, well… I started. “It’s kind of hard for me.”
“I’ll tell you when I found out I was.”
That surprised me now. Did he just say he was gay? I think my mouth dropped the ground just now. I mean, he just said he was gay!
“Wait, you’re gay?” I asked him.
“No, bi really.” Naruto spoke.
“Well, I really don’t see myself as gay, or bi even.” I started.
Before I know it, I began to spill my guts to Naruto. I told him of my struggles of how my life was for me. It felt good to actually speak up about it. I mean it, it really did. I don’t know why, but talking to Naruto made me feel better about myself. He made me feel like I wasn’t alone.
“Wow. I never knew you were going through that. That’s some pretty deep s**t.” Naruto muttered.
“Yeah, I know.”
Without any warning, Naruto lent over me, his lips met with mine. I guess I should have not been surprised. Naruto seemed to be a very spontaneous person. I liked it. I could feel his hand caress my cheek as our kiss intensified. His tongue begged to enter. I guess I wanted this as bad as he did, or maybe we were both just two hormonal teenagers. My hands traveled throughout his body, slowly reaching to those golden wheat locks of his. I tangled my fingers into his hair as he managed to get on top of me. Naruto kissed a lot better than Shino. But I think that might be because Shino thought I was a girl and Naruto knows my secret. Naruto was different. He didn’t care if I was the way I was. He was just himself, and I was just myself. And he accepted that. For once, I felt that I was really a girl, and I was praying to myself that this feeling would never end.

2 be continued...

You don't know what is in store. There's going to be one night stands, bicuriosity, suicidal tendencies. I just need to work out how seriouse that will be trying not to crack up with laughter. If I get nervous with it and laugh then it's very serious and I acheived it.