This is a songfic that I wrote by the song I wish you knew by Mariah Carey. 3nodding Enjoy!!
I wish you knew.
A Sango/ Inuyasha Romance
Sango sat near the edge of a small river bank, glaring at her reflection. “ What’s wrong with me?’ she thought miserably. “Why do I feel this way, about the one person who I shouldn’t feel this way about?” It’s so confusing. Since recently, Sango was having strange feeling towards the hanyou. He was all she could think about. He was everywhere, even in her dreams. The reason she was at the river bank was to, hopefully, get him out of her thoughts, but it was failing helplessly. Large, hot tears started to roll Sango’s face, as a shocking realization occurred to her.” I’m in love with him, I l-love Inuyasha.”
I’ve got to see you
Wherever you are
And I’ve got to be there
I’m wishing on stars
I’ve got to reveal what’s
inside of my heart,
But the words escape me
And I’m paralyzed
So helpless when I
Look into your eyes
It was obvious now. It made sense, in its own way. For weeks, she
wasn’t sure why Miroku’s antics didn’t bother her, at least in the way it used to. He would flirt with other women ,ask them to bear his child, and assume that Sango would beat him down, then after words except to act like it never happened. Until it happened again. It was the same process. Over and over again. Sango wasn’t quite sure when she started to feel things for Inuyasha beyond friendship. She knew he would never betray her, even though they were only friends. Damn! It happened again. See how she couldn’t get him out of her thoughts for more than a minute?
And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven’t got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you, baby!
The tears started to fall faster. She know understood what it felt like to have a broken heart. Even though he didn’t know, it didn’t really matter. She knew his answer. He would reject her; if the shock didn’t kill him first. Was telling him the truth even a option? No. She couldn’t. She shouldn’t. Sango knew that Kagome was ,too, in love with Inuyasha. Kagome wasn’t the only problem, there was also Miroku and Kikyo. Kikyo. The women Inuyasha was in love with. Correction: Still in love with. There was no way he had any feelings for her besides friendship. ‘’If that much’‘ Sango thought bitterly.
Honestly, I know it’s silly of me
To want you so badly
But keep it concealed
See my inferiority complex kicks in
And the words escape me
And I’m paralyzed
So helpless when I
Look into your eyes.
Quickly, Sango started to brush away her tears, because she sensed the others coming. Her eyes were probably puffy from crying and them thinking something was wrong was the last thing she needed.
“ Maybe that’s what Inuyasha needs to get him to notice me!’” Suddenly, ashamed of her last thought, Sango washed to her face hoping there were no trace of tears left.” I got to play it cool, nothing is wrong with me! If they ask, I was just getting a sip of water. Even though she knew it wouldn’t take that long to get some water.
And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven’t got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you, baby.
As soon as she turned around, she was face to face with the one person she’d been trying to avoid.”What is taking you so long! You know we have to look for jewel shards!” the silver- haired hanyou yelled. Sango didn’t hear a word he said, the only thing she noticed was how close they were. “‘ If we were any closer, I swear, we would be kissing.” She jumped back, embarrassed at the sudden thought. “What’s wrong with me? Can’t I control myself when he’s near?’” Inuyasha, a little confused by her actions, decided to let it go. What choice did he have considering the fact the others were right behind him.” Are you alright Sango?” Kagome said, clearly concerned. I mean they were the only girls in the whole group, that meant that to stick together, no matter what. Right? Maybe. “ I’m fine, Kagome, Sango replied calmly. No need to overreact. Kagome didn’t need to know that her heartbeat was practically 500 beats per minute when a certain hanyou was near. She couldn’t betray her best friend like that. Or did she already betray her without completely realizing it?
(This is part 1)
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