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I remember you

I so would've had a crush on you if you were older. Or if I was younger. How's my fellow dot haxor!? smile

Ya know, last night, I came across an old folder I had of pics I had saved of the old pypers. It got me to thinking I didn't really think my list through very well.

Xi was my first online crush. I think I had saved every pic she had posted in the old days. sweatdrop I don't think I would call a couple of them crushes but there were also a few people I thought were exceptionally fun and interesting. I loved flirting with Gunny, I am not sure if I would say it was a full on crush but I know if she had been even remotely close to here, I'd have made a play for her. sweatdrop I loved talking with Blue all the time. I loved her point of view on things. She was always so refreshing to talk to because I could hold real conversations with her and didn't feel I needed to flirt with her to get her to like me. ^^; Everyone knew about my much like of Nyika. She was always such a timid little bunny at times yet always caring. Of course I liked to flirt with a lot of the girls (Dixie, Menokins to name a couple) and that was my eventual downfall in the pyp. I am just thankful people more or less forgave me my transgressions. It was because of the love I recieved from pyp that I was able to overcome the serious depression I suffered from when my marriage was ended against my will.

I don't know why I missed out on her but she knows that I not only developed a crush on her but also grew to care for her very, very much. She is one person that no matter what my circumstances are, no matter where I am or she may be, if she ever needed me, I would be there for her in a second. I often hoped that one day she would call to me to come save her in her dark days. I worried about her all the time and thought of her more than any other person over the last 4 years. She knows that I am very happy that she is happy now. Its nice not having to fear for her like I used to, even though I am still always here for her as I know she is always there for me when I need to talk. Not entirely sure why I am sharing this here but I think she'll see it and know what I mean. heart


Oh and I don't know how much he knows it but when Xi and I were somewhat close on here, we used to talk about him and I would tell her how jealous I was of him. wink

Of course there were also girls that just made me drool but yeah >_>;;

that was way to deep for this thread. biggrin

I had a mini crush on Pain for like two weeks. To the point where I started alluding to going out to visit her. But that was also cause I wanted to go to Tombstone. biggrin

yeah, sorry, I was feeling a little sappy. whee blaugh

It's A secret.... ninja