Elle
The days have been passing so quickly, lately.
It's an interesting thing...to wonder. Am I changing, or is it the world around me? Perhaps it is both. As the leaves fall and the fruit swells, I find myself restless and, perhaps, a bit lonely. Here, I have children to care for, a house to call my own...everything to keep me occupied and industrious. I miss the little things, though. Playing with Shauna, walking with Asra, talking with Lonan...
They would be happy to see me, I know, but I fear bringing this discontent with me. There is something missing, a completion to the passing of the season that I feel I've somehow missed. Perhaps I'm just wishing for my own roots....a hint of what Aki has surrounding her each and every day.
I cannot imagine doing what she does, though. It seems there was a time that I was surrounded by family, little ones and old ones, wise ones and laughing ones. Where did their laughter go? I never think on it too long, or the sadness returns...
There are bright things to think on. Mira will be having her child soon! She was pregnant when I met her, just a few months ago...it's amazing to watch her grow round with life. So like a seed pod, ready to shed life! There is no man she speaks of, though, so I have never asked. A family does not need a father, though it seems a beautiful thing to have.
I will not be overseeing her birth, but I will be preparing a Lifeseed. I haven't had a chance to use the charm myself...I've only seen it performed by Frae for Merit's new clutch of younglings. Sly old raven, I didn't know he had it in him!
Ah, it is a sad thing when the happiness of others brings a twinge. There is naught to do but admit it. Even here, among my new family, I am lonesome. Soon, I will seek out my friends and partners, my lovely companions. After I aid Mira, perhaps I will pamper myself for a while. There is always work to be done...
But I'm sure a short break wouldn't harm much.
~Elle
It's an interesting thing...to wonder. Am I changing, or is it the world around me? Perhaps it is both. As the leaves fall and the fruit swells, I find myself restless and, perhaps, a bit lonely. Here, I have children to care for, a house to call my own...everything to keep me occupied and industrious. I miss the little things, though. Playing with Shauna, walking with Asra, talking with Lonan...

I cannot imagine doing what she does, though. It seems there was a time that I was surrounded by family, little ones and old ones, wise ones and laughing ones. Where did their laughter go? I never think on it too long, or the sadness returns...
There are bright things to think on. Mira will be having her child soon! She was pregnant when I met her, just a few months ago...it's amazing to watch her grow round with life. So like a seed pod, ready to shed life! There is no man she speaks of, though, so I have never asked. A family does not need a father, though it seems a beautiful thing to have.
I will not be overseeing her birth, but I will be preparing a Lifeseed. I haven't had a chance to use the charm myself...I've only seen it performed by Frae for Merit's new clutch of younglings. Sly old raven, I didn't know he had it in him!
Ah, it is a sad thing when the happiness of others brings a twinge. There is naught to do but admit it. Even here, among my new family, I am lonesome. Soon, I will seek out my friends and partners, my lovely companions. After I aid Mira, perhaps I will pamper myself for a while. There is always work to be done...
But I'm sure a short break wouldn't harm much.
~Elle