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 Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 6:16 pm
FyoraSilverwolf Arios V FyoraSilverwolf Arios V FyoraSilverwolf Arios V Still your twice as smart as I ever was and probably ever will be. I mean you're 16 and in college or something along those lines. I'm actually 17 now. xd And it's just community college, in Flori-duh, no less. So it's really doesn't take that much intelligence. But (in addition to the lack of common sense) I probably don't remember nearly as much of my childhood as you do. I seem to only usually remember things that have to do with school. confused I don't like to remember anything before the age of 12. I've been trying to repress most of the memories of my life before 12. Most things I remember are all the times I was beaten, abused, and told I don't matter and why people shouldn't waste their time with me. I just don't feel all that intelligent, I mean 17 and in community college, regardless of the place is really good. Oh, well, I don't remember much before this moment other than weird or traumatizing things, and things involving a very close friend, but that's generally about it. At least you aren't haunted by some of these bad memories. Maybe not as bad as yours, but I have some bad ones...They're traumatizing events that make me afraid of being touched by women in any way {even women in my family}, and afraid of myself... I don't think I've got anything that bad. I've had some traumatic things happen to me, but I think I've worked past them for the most part. It's just that the memories of some of them haunt me.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 12:15 am
Arios V FyoraSilverwolf Arios V FyoraSilverwolf Arios V I don't like to remember anything before the age of 12. I've been trying to repress most of the memories of my life before 12. Most things I remember are all the times I was beaten, abused, and told I don't matter and why people shouldn't waste their time with me. I just don't feel all that intelligent, I mean 17 and in community college, regardless of the place is really good. Oh, well, I don't remember much before this moment other than weird or traumatizing things, and things involving a very close friend, but that's generally about it. At least you aren't haunted by some of these bad memories. Maybe not as bad as yours, but I have some bad ones...They're traumatizing events that make me afraid of being touched by women in any way {even women in my family}, and afraid of myself... I don't think I've got anything that bad. I've had some traumatic things happen to me, but I think I've worked past them for the most part. It's just that the memories of some of them haunt me. both of you need to cheer up. bad memories can kill you, until i met her (fyora) i was allmost killed by a memory. everyone has ups and downs in their past, we tend to remember the bad.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 4:54 pm
MidniteCrusaider Arios V FyoraSilverwolf Arios V FyoraSilverwolf Arios V I don't like to remember anything before the age of 12. I've been trying to repress most of the memories of my life before 12. Most things I remember are all the times I was beaten, abused, and told I don't matter and why people shouldn't waste their time with me. I just don't feel all that intelligent, I mean 17 and in community college, regardless of the place is really good. Oh, well, I don't remember much before this moment other than weird or traumatizing things, and things involving a very close friend, but that's generally about it. At least you aren't haunted by some of these bad memories. Maybe not as bad as yours, but I have some bad ones...They're traumatizing events that make me afraid of being touched by women in any way {even women in my family}, and afraid of myself... I don't think I've got anything that bad. I've had some traumatic things happen to me, but I think I've worked past them for the most part. It's just that the memories of some of them haunt me. both of you need to cheer up. bad memories can kill you, until i met her (fyora) i was allmost killed by a memory. everyone has ups and downs in their past, we tend to remember the bad. I don't let them get to me on the level where I will kill myself to get them to stop.. They just give me a headache or cause me to lose a little sleep everytime I think about them.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 9:40 pm
Arios V MidniteCrusaider Arios V FyoraSilverwolf Arios V At least you aren't haunted by some of these bad memories. Maybe not as bad as yours, but I have some bad ones...They're traumatizing events that make me afraid of being touched by women in any way {even women in my family}, and afraid of myself... I don't think I've got anything that bad. I've had some traumatic things happen to me, but I think I've worked past them for the most part. It's just that the memories of some of them haunt me. both of you need to cheer up. bad memories can kill you, until i met her (fyora) i was allmost killed by a memory. everyone has ups and downs in their past, we tend to remember the bad. I don't let them get to me on the level where I will kill myself to get them to stop.. They just give me a headache or cause me to lose a little sleep everytime I think about them. cheer up lad, it could be worse
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Posted: Sat Jun 23, 2007 5:38 am
MidniteCrusaider Arios V MidniteCrusaider Arios V FyoraSilverwolf Arios V At least you aren't haunted by some of these bad memories. Maybe not as bad as yours, but I have some bad ones...They're traumatizing events that make me afraid of being touched by women in any way {even women in my family}, and afraid of myself... I don't think I've got anything that bad. I've had some traumatic things happen to me, but I think I've worked past them for the most part. It's just that the memories of some of them haunt me. both of you need to cheer up. bad memories can kill you, until i met her (fyora) i was allmost killed by a memory. everyone has ups and downs in their past, we tend to remember the bad. I don't let them get to me on the level where I will kill myself to get them to stop.. They just give me a headache or cause me to lose a little sleep everytime I think about them. cheer up lad, it could be worse -nods in agreement- Indeed they could.
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Posted: Sat Jun 23, 2007 5:16 pm
MidniteCrusaider Arios V MidniteCrusaider Arios V FyoraSilverwolf Arios V At least you aren't haunted by some of these bad memories. Maybe not as bad as yours, but I have some bad ones...They're traumatizing events that make me afraid of being touched by women in any way {even women in my family}, and afraid of myself... I don't think I've got anything that bad. I've had some traumatic things happen to me, but I think I've worked past them for the most part. It's just that the memories of some of them haunt me. both of you need to cheer up. bad memories can kill you, until i met her (fyora) i was allmost killed by a memory. everyone has ups and downs in their past, we tend to remember the bad. I don't let them get to me on the level where I will kill myself to get them to stop.. They just give me a headache or cause me to lose a little sleep everytime I think about them. cheer up lad, it could be worse Yes, yes it could.
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