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How long...

How long have I cried?
How long did I bleed?
How long I’ve been trapped,
Clawing desperately to be freed?
Where were you when I sat,
At my window, on my bed?
When I cried or I prayed
I’m still waiting to be saved.
I’m still waiting,
Where I waited,
For forever and a day
For you to close my eyes
And kiss me light
And take me from this place.

They said you’ve died!
I won’t believe!
I’ve waited far to long
To curl up tight and start to cry,
Don’t tell me that you’re gone!
You’re not, you’re not!
I know this true.
For if not with me,
I’ll join you soon.
I’ve waited far too long
1,000 days
For us too meet
At heaven’s gate.

My pretty black angel
You fell from above.
Your wings came from ravens,
Your halo from the sun.

You cried, pretty angel
Your form dripping with blood.
You were punished for your sin,
For your sin, you fell in love.

This human, this human!
From heaven you left to find
Left you broken, torn ashamed
Left you sitting here to cry.

You looked up little angel
the moon's reflect in your eyes.
I saw the pain you were delt,
How you wanted to die.

And I fell in love, my dear angel
Despite the tears you had shown.
Because under your pain, your hope, your rage...
In my heart I saw my own.

So then I cried, sable angel
And as a human it hurt to say,
That I felt angered, hopeless, ashamed
of this hellhole love tried to save.

And it's hopeless, so hopeless
For us to cry and wish and pray
For a miracle to happen
For these men to end their hate.

So we smile and we laugh
and share what good we've found is left
in each other with one another
and wonder what we'll find next.

angel is soo cute n_n its hard to say, but it makes you feel...happy? not the right word...ehh...ill tell you if i can rememer blaugh