'cause I heart you to death.
Ok?
I wanna say
that i ******** up.
I shouldn't have done that to you.
I want you to know that there is absolutely no chance
that that will ever happen again,
me having to actually think about how i feel.
i know for sure.
and I'm going to be worrying about you
every single night
while you're gone.
you give the raddest hugs
and you listen to me best
and you know me best
you're a much better friend to me than
probably anyone i've ever met
and i really do mean that
i feel like an a** that it took me so long
to realize
that i love you man
inside and out.
Mhmm. and i hope that you read this
but it doesnt matter
because i am telling you in person.
regardless.
I'm not scared.
As much as I would like to keep you here instead
you have your plans
and as much as I would like you to return asap
that's pretty selfish of me
I'm pretty sure you know
that I changed a whole lot this year
and I really
really
really
do care about you.
I have for the longest time
but now every distraction that could possibly be
is out of my life.
everything
so I can finally see
you know?
I'm sorry for every a*****e-y thing i've ever done to you.
I know i've had my moments.
but i ******** love you.
and I'm sorry.
I owe you more than just that one hug.
I owe you sooo much more
for being so awesome.
so like.
I'm going to miss you.
I hope you come back
and I hope you come back ok.
and I don't want you to forget
that I heart you.
