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The Letter

Don't hide away your feelings. You know that you're in live. It's reckless and demanding, but you have a long path. A trail that isn't straight, and it's wide as the sea; it leads to love, to heartache both, leading you and me. Walking the same trail you travel, knowing you're on it too. I wonder if I lead or follow, red wing beauty speaking to my mind. Did you pass before me or have you yet to come to this place where the path breaks into pieces and a choice faces me now. To go left, right, or to one of the branches in between. I need a bit more guidance here. I'm not sure what to do. I'm lost in twisting pain, yearning for answers. No light is being shed on my many questions. Though some how I feel I'm only lost because I hide. Relentlessly wondering, this path is so wide, maybe I walk in circles. I think I may have passed this tree before. The way the branch bends downward there, nearly kissing the ground. I'm nearly sure I've seen it once or twice earlier. This time I'll leave myself a note. You need to stop hiding; don't come back to this place. It always brings more sorrow. Go and walk on new ground. Make a friend or two; confessions to a lover; be with me or not, I need someone as mine. No more of this center thing, I want you and her, but only one can be had. Where as this path is wide here, there is only room for a couple, three or four can only walk together for a time. I have a bright blue ribbon; I'll weave it through holes in this letter. Fasten it to this awkward bough. If I come back to read it, perhaps there will be more sense then.

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