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The seasons.

The seasons, make me wonder
why I hear, the roll of thunder
the summer sun, setting yonder
the crunching leaves, that are under
my shoes.
The seasons,make me wonder
why I see, a snowflake fall
and I hear, the nature's call
and I still see, a large straw doll, in
a field.
The seasons, make me wonder
where the beauty, is in life
as I watch, go by my life
and where I go
to find my right
mind.


(this is more of a narative than a poem)
The abyss
In these days there is evil. I feel death grabbing and pulling me in. I struggle to escape It grabs my heart and sould and pulls them into the abyss, the one place where a person is beyond repair. Where a person is alone, rejected, ignored...Every thought that passes through my head, the death pulls me harder. My heart is kneeling, hands on head, hysterically crying for mercy, for it to stop. It is painful. I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I want to escape this world yet stay. I care and that's why my heart is ripping in two, like paper and nothing more. I get closer to the abyss. The more help i get the deeper I go. I need no assistance. Not anymore. All that causes is agony.

(here's really cheezy lyrics to a song i wrote last year; no title yet)
You follow your heart
but you don't know what it says
you know where to go
but the signs say the other way

(Chorus)
And so we fall, we stumble
we agonize and grumble
trying to find which way is right
we'll cry and dry our tears of sorrow
knowing that someday we'll pry
that closed door out of our way

You see with your hands
and through the darkness
you try to band
with those of your kind>

>But once you see truth
above all that is not
you'll think of the cruel things
you have been thought
(chorus)

(bridge)
surounded by shadows
there's nowhere to go
you follow your instincts
and end up in hallows..
(chorus 2x)