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I'm sure I am not the only one to ever suffer from this type of harassment, but that does not mean I have met anyone else with a similar experience. Except my father, oddly enough. But allow me to get onto the subject. I am speaking about what is, effectively, "dream hauntings", by the same entity.

On numerous occassions I have been dreaming a dream, as one does. The dreams themselves are varied. Sometimes I am sitting, sometimes I am swimming, running, talking, it matters not. But quite often, I am pulled from a dream abruptly. How? By something. At least it seems like something. Here is a typical scenario:

I sit upon my uncomfortable plastic chair and open up the exam paper. This is yet another test in a cold school hall that I have to pass if I should ever want a desirable future. So I read the questions, take off the lid to my pen and put it to the paper.... and am violently grabbed by a single hand upon the shoulder and torn backwards like a ragdoll. I always awake before I hit the ground.

So I ask you, has anyone else had similar experiences? A stalker in the shadows, who seems hostile towards you, in your own dreams? Or other recurring themes in dreams that seem to be the work of people, and not simple cases of falling endlessly into a black hole? Am I alone in my terrors? Or have other people felt what I feel? Do tell.

I would say I've been "communicated" with in my dreams... and sometimes the "hint" is dropped more forcefully than others... but I can't say I've had a run-in with the shadow-stalker types.

Not to say I've never been "stalked" before...

Yeah, I don't know how to do any of that. While I do attend this guild and do believe a number of people here, yourself included, I have always been a different kind of member of this guild. I've been the resident Buddhist, skeptic and folklore enthusiast. So I've never actually tried any of the shielding, spirit friends or guides.

Ah, I see. My apologies for assuming. I think perhaps you should try some good old fashioned meditation in that case. Even if you aren't into shields, your mind is yours and you can do anything with it. When something enters your mind, its taking the risk since the balls in your court, so to speak.

well, as we know matter is made up of energy. . we are made up of energy. . rocks are usually decently energetic, or well, some can be. . every rock is different, dependant on its internal energy structure it will well, draw different amounts of energy and send out that energy in a different form. . so you can find really weak rocks that feel like next to nothing, and then rocks that are like, a bomb is going off in your energy feild just by being near it. . XD. . so rocks naturally are drawing in energy, and if you can find a good one that has a good structure you can get one that is drawing in and putting out a lot of energy. .

then, when you are attacked, if the rock is within your feild it will be filtering some of its energy into your energy. . so when you are attacked you will have more energy, you will recover from the attack faster, and your energy may even look bigger so that well, the entity doesnt even wnat to ******** with you..

also rocks, as they can have structures and put out different types of energy, they can also put out more complex energy in the form of structures. . like if you could find a rock that is "protective" it would be emitting energy in a sort of sphere around and could act as extra buffer and protection. .

you just have to be careful what stone you get, and be sure you get one you feel has some energy, and one you feel is protective..

some rocks can be dangerous, siome can just reverse the feed and just be sucking in energy and drawing it to somewhere else and not outputting it in your area and as such would be kinda useless unless you know how to alter stones..

so if you dont know enough or have enough expereince with energy and you could find a rock that you trust (use your intuition or go to the store with a friend who could read energy) then it could help you recover from attacks and protect you. . all about finding the right rock though. . dont worry if you cant feel energy, just trust yourself to pick the right one . . and if any rocks seem especially shiny but you even feel a little iffy about them, dont buy them. . as I said, rocks can be deceptive, I have met plenty that on the surface seem nice but really they are just masking to fool. . so finding a good rock by trusting your intution is what I suggest. .

This is ofcourse if you would like to take control of your life or are severaly bothered by the attacks. lol. . I know the sheilding may seem teribly basic but it is useful and you have to beleive that YOU can do it and YOU can protect yourself. While their are a lot of people running around the net saying how special they are and how they can do anything, dont let that discourage you. I mean, many are clearly delusional but you will have better luck in the energetic sense if you beleive in yourself and that you can do it. And many of the people who are running around saying how special they are, if they are putting enough effort into it they probably can atleast do something, just not close to what they are saying they can do. . lol

is she blonde and if so, whats her name?

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