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 Posted: Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:44 pm
Kisel waited until both were before him before speaking. "We all know why I'm stopping the game. At least -you- know." He said glancing at Elenshi fully aware of the other's feelings. "I need to know where you stand Bea." He licked his lips unsure of how to exactly continue. It was confusing.
He didn't want to share Beatrice, he loved her too much to but....if she really wanted Elenshi too...he...well he wasn't entirely sure how he stood on that point. "Do you love him?"
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Posted: Wed Sep 12, 2007 3:53 pm
Beatrice was slightly confused with it all. Why had the sudden change of his tone? Couldn't they just all play? ....? This.. was serious?
She finally pawed her way to him enough to sit nose with him. "I love him? Well.. Si es..el same thing you told me..? And that I told you right?" She asked intensily confused and trying to sort out everything in her head.
She extended her paw out to his cheek. "Just as you said you love me. I love you as well.'" She smiled brightly. "Though. Elenshi has a place in my heart as well... " She retorted her paw back; being scared of what he might think now.... her head casted a look aside. Her feathers seemed to go lower and her wings fell to her sides.
"I can't hardly wait when I see your lights down the darkest of places coming to me.. - in the morning he makes light as well." She said rubbing her arm. Her brown fur had dimmed some and her before; full of life motions had died down. The breeze had made her feathers flourish with cold life... and her maroon hair slicked that shine to it..
"....tu me .odia? "Her ears flattened against her head. Sadly asking if he hated her for this- ..Was she only one who had to share her heart in two? She didn't think i'd be such a problem... .did they? Wasn't she allowed to? Her mind pushed these questions on her all at once! But she tried to remain cool about it. Even .if obviously her features showed being nervous.
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Posted: Wed Sep 12, 2007 10:49 pm
Elenshi nervously looked from one to another. When Kisel had said that Elenshi at least knew why the game had stopped, he nodded, and had to work hard not to lick his lips - which would be a sure-fire telltale to how he was feeling.
When Bea replied, he just grew more nervous. She'd said he had a place in her heart, but not what place...it could be a place as a friend only, for all he knew. With Bea it was always hard to tell - and while her confusing-ness was a puzzle that usually delighted him, and part of why he loved her, for the first time in his life he wished she was clearer. He had to know what his part in things was to be - and he felt his heart was ready to burst from the tension.
Once again, he thought about what he'd do if the worst happened. And once again, he knew, and hated himself for it, that he might not be able to hold together if he was forbidden her - not even for her sake, though he would surely try. He would try. But he knew he would not, could not succeed. She was too much a part of him now for him to survive without her.
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 7:58 pm
"I see..." Kisel replied softly to her words as he pulled back, walking around a bit to help clear his head. She loved the fire marked male that much was obvious but it made him wonder just how she loved him. Did she love him like a sister would love a brother, or how a friend would love a friend or did she...did she love Elenshi liked she loved him, Kisel.
Running a tongue over the roof of his mouth he spoke again. "Do you want to be with him forever as you do with me?" The questions just kept spilling from his mouth, he couldn't help it. He needed to know now. If he didn't then...well it would plague him forever something he knew he couldn't deal with easily or at all even.
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Posted: Tue Dec 11, 2007 6:55 pm
She looked at Kisel, in a longing way. She felt herself drawing closer to him enough til she got in front of him. Sitting and putting her paws on his cheeks. "Kisel.... te quireo. Te...amo con todo me corazon..I love you. With all my heart... " She looked at Elenshi... "But he makes me just as happy.. " She went back to looking in to Kisel's green eyes..pleadingly, then she summited to Nuzzling under his chin softly and almost to make her heart stop. She loved him so~ but the other. She couldn't just choose.
She slipped her paws on to his shoulders and pulled him in to a hug. "Im sorry.. if your mad at me.. but this.. I feel this.. and feel happiest when I with you both. ONLY. But I am already yours..." Her cheeks burned.. not knowing it.. but when she was in either of their arms.. she felt more than she could imagen. Like her heart could stop at any moment.
"So I dont love you any less." She leaned back to look at him, putting her forehead against his. "...you both me ase..sientre ..como yo estoy en el sierro. So please.. Its all I ask. To be with you..." She turned to Elenshi. "And you. Forgive me my heart is split in two.. but I want to share.." Her swirling black eyes with emotions that she was about to burst. And hearing one of their voices- she felt her eyes swell up. Like a down pour of all her emotions, but she tried to keep them in to show how strong she was. To elenshi.. and most to Kisel, since she was already mated with the male that had gained her heart with only one look. A concern.
"I want to be with him forever like I do you."
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Posted: Fri Dec 14, 2007 10:51 am
Elenshi's heart felt ready to burst from his chest. She loved him, as he loved her! He lit up, staring at her beauty, and then glanced at Kisel as his heart fell again. Kisel could still stop it. Bea had left the decision up to him, and he knew Kisel did not lie the idea of sharing her.
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