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 Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2007 11:38 am
Alright so,
Last year, I got into this sick relationship with my best friend,
She was a girl, and yeah, I was bi.
She ditched me saying that she liked her boyfriend more then me,
And that really she didn't like me at all.
So yeah that was about the beginning of this year... January, sometime...
I was all depressed for about three months,
Thought about suicide several times.
But then I started talking to this awesome guy,
Who I'm totally in love with now, named Jordan.
He knows I like him, but he's really shy.
So I had asked him if he liked me in like... February...
He said "Maybe"
I know he's shy, so big deal.
I don't want to date or anything,
I just want to know if he likes me or not because...
Well...
Now it's happening again,
I'm starting to lust after girls again.
And I think it's because I feel like guys aren't attracted to me,
And that Jordan doesn't like me...
So yeah, I'm prayin' and all that...
Got a few people that are praying for me...
I'm trying to avoid the girl as much as possible...
But I'm still depressed.
I just need to know if he likes me or... something.
I know, it doesn't matter, God loves me, and Jordan's just a guy...
But...
ARGH...
It would be so nice just to know that he likes me...
So what should I do?
Any advice?
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2007 1:50 pm
www.godmademegay.com/letter.htm
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2007 2:14 pm
D=
I'm sorry,
But I do believe homosexuality is wrong.
And I'm not going to accept me being that,
Because I believe it's a lie from Satan.
D=
But thanks anyways.
<3
BUT,
I also do not believe that homosexuals will go to hell,
Because God accepts you as you are,
And really being a Christian is just following God, and having a relationship with Jesus Christ.
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 8:08 pm
does this guy, Jordan know you're bi? It might help your situation maybe. Also maybe just ask him again, and explain your situation to him. If you don't tell someone the whole story, it just becomes this one sticky mess and who knows if you'll get out of it. Do you have any other friend you can go to that's a Christian? It helps if you do. But for now, just continue to pray to God, talk to him, maybe it'll take away that curiosity.
"Now it's happening again,
I'm starting to lust after girls again."
Remember lusting is a sin also. If you really like or love someone, it would be a deeper emotion. An emotion that fills you up, and you can feel content with that person, just by being with them. That's how God wants our relationship to be with the person we love. Resist that feeling, and strive to know and love God more. I'll be praying for you
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 7:26 am
I know where you are right now... I almost dated my bff last year because I thought I was bi. I was reading my bible and praying though and God showed me places where He says its wrong... I have said this now many times.. One husband one wife not two husbands two wifes. Marrige was created to have a man and a woman not two men or two woman. Dating is where you learn to build the relationships that lead to marrige. If you are dating girls than you don't know how to have that sort of relationship with a guy and how to handle it. So I will pray for you and for now I'd say talk to the guy and tell him what you're going through even if he doesn't like you the way you like him you'll have a friend to talk to.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 12:43 am
perhaps talking (really talking) with the boy might help
also your depression is telling you that you should stop doing whatever it is that your doing
if your bi then your bi...whatever it doesn't matter
but don't avoid what might lead you to happyness just because someone told you that 4 X's don't make a Y
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