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 Posted: Wed May 16, 2007 2:13 pm
Kazuki looked over to Shiro without so much as a smile showing on his face when the male spoke to him. "You can tell me anything, but only if you feel comfortable with it. I don't want to pry you for anything. I think it's best I do worry about things even if they aren't life issues. It's what makes us human right even if I am only half." He said to the male as they continued to walk. "Yeah and that is good. I actually named mine so I wouldn't be calling it an 'it'." He said to Shiro with a slight smile since it made him feel warmer as he thought of it as a person. "Yeah I don't think I will sell it now. It's like a part of me and I can't imagine it disappearing on me." He said to him lightly before bringing it out of his pocket again and eyeing it. "Mine isn't that old either, but then again it could of been like these years or even longer before I found it. I wonder who would get rid of such a pretty thing." He said as he brushed the top of it with his one hand before eyeing down the street. "Is your home much further?" He asked as he looked over to Shiro after pocketing his orb again. He could immediately tell something was wrong with the male just by how he was with analyzing everything down to the tee. "Maybe when we get there you should lay down. You don't seem well." He simply said as he looked away from him.
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Posted: Wed May 16, 2007 2:33 pm
Shiro sighed, it was almost too hard to go into his past, to let go of the secret lover, one so secret even he had forgotten him.
"I hurt somone.." He said, deciding that naming names would make it worse.
"I hurt him really bad.. I didnt mean to do it.. but did." he stroked his fingers over the clear surface of the orb.
"I was in an accident, and I was hurt badly, my head was smashed into the dasboard, and it damaged the part of my brain where long term memory is held, and I forgot nearly everything, for a while I couldnt speak even.." he sighed..
"After a few months of treatment that came back apparently.." he was quoting his medical file.
"And I began to remember thing, but it suddenly stopped.." now he had to say the hard part.
"That lasted 18months.. and during that time apparently I fell in love with a guy... a guy called Koji.. I dont remember him at all though.. because my old memories came back a while ago.. and pushed out all of my new ones.. and.. I totally forgot him.." He looked down, his eyes focussing on the orb as he ignore the question about how far his house was, and simply walked down his driveway.
"This little thing turned up in the middle of one of my episodes." he didnt elaborate, and just unlocked the door.
Had he been more focussed he would have asked about his friend only being, 'half human'
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Posted: Wed May 16, 2007 2:52 pm
Kazuki listened to him and clenched his fists in his pockets as he held all his emotions at bay very easily. "I see. It isn't your fault and you shouldn't beat youself up over it. There was and is nothing you can do about it and with time it should work itself out. We go on living and others around us die. It's something we can't change, sadly." He said lightly and looked away as he clenched his teeth together as thoughts of Miku came into his head. He then looked back to Shiro when he heard the door open and walked in slowly before embracing his friend in a light hug. "Your strong. I know you are. Don't get all bent up over it since it will scar you and I am sure it probably already has." He said to him before releasing his hold on the male and looking around the home for a moment. "Kind of the same thing happened to me a few years ago. This is why I think it would be better if you moved on from it. As harsh as it sounds, you should because I haven't moved on from the incident that still taints my mind." He said to him in a serious tone before stopping near a couch. "Is it alright if I took a seat? I don't want to be rude." He said to him as his green slitted eyes gazed on the male with a deadened look.
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