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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 9:02 am
Hyde turned to look at Kyou when he felt the others grip tighten and he stood infront of him. Tilting his chin up with his other hand, he seemed to have developed a habit of doing that to Kyou. "is everything alright Kyou?" he asked gently, smiling softly.
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 12:30 pm
Kyou gave him a confused look. "Yes, everything's fine." he whispered. The only thing that worried him at that moment was the smell of blood and Hyde's sudden secretive attitude. He could hazard a guess as to what it was all about, but on the other hand he didn't want to think about it.
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 12:42 pm
"you're lying" Hyde said bluntly, his eyes half closing as he gifted Kyou with a challenging smile. He gripped the others shoulder and tuggedd him closer, moving his head down so it rested near the others ear.
"it's about me isn't it....there's something I didn't tell you either, the...abuse left a negative imprint on my mental health....I go through stages of severe depression or hatred towards myself and I....punish myself for it.." Hyde said softly, resting his head on Kyou's shoulder and wrapping his arms aroudn the other, his eeys sliding shut.
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 1:25 pm
Kyou tensed as he found himself in the other man's arms. He may have grown in confidence lately, but this was a little too much to handle. He soon made himself relax, this was a really really bad time to freak out about something so trivial, and he slowly raised his own arms to rest on Hyde's shoulders. "That's what I was most afraid of." he whispered darkly.
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 1:38 pm
"i'm sorry....even Macy had a go at me for it, bit..." Hyde's arms tightened a little as he kept his head on Kyou's shoulder and his eyes jammed shut. His breathing had picked up a tad in his own distress. "...it's hard to try and stop it...forgive me.." he ended, his tone edging onto his normal, un-sorrow filled tone.
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 1:52 pm
Kyou stayed as he was for a little while, gently rubbing Hyde's back in silence. Eventually he let go and backed away a little so he could see Hyde's face. "Of course I forgive you." he said soothingly, taking the other man's hand "I don't particularly agree with what you're doing," he slowly slid off one striped arm warmer revealing the stained bandages underneath "But we all have our own ways of dealing with pain." he finished and kissed the other's pale arm softly.
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Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2007 5:41 am
Hyde felt comforted by Kyou, the Unseelie was too good to him sometimes. And he stared in surprise when Kyou backed away, he lifted his head to stare at the Unseelie, his arms limp as his wounds were exposed to the chill air.
"It's all I know...i'm not used to talking about it...and those counsellors Chai has me booked to see look at me like i'm crazy.." The Doctor had known what he did, without even asking, he just atomatically knew. The man was like a hidden genius or something.
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Posted: Tue Apr 03, 2007 11:10 am
Kyou nodded. Humans had a weird habit of wanting to solve each others problems and getting it totally wrong. He did really mind though, but he was too used to ignoring his problems and burrying his head in the sand to really thing about solving them now. His heart lurched uncomfortably at the though of Hyde's pain. It was something he never wanted to see again, all he wanted to do at that moment was make the young elf happy.
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Posted: Tue Apr 03, 2007 11:37 am
Hyde sighed and ran a hand through his hair, he gently took Kyou's hand and retreived his glove. He tugged it back on before smiling at Kyou, his hand still holding the others.
"thanks Kyou" Hyde said softly, feeling bold, he bent down and brushed a kiss to Kyou's temple. Before dropping the others hands and looking around, taking in the sights for the first time, properly.
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Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 2:39 pm
Kyou smiled, no one had ever kissed him before. Well, maybe his mother had, but she had died when he was a baby, so he did not remember. The thought sadened him a little, but he had been bearing it all his life and it was a familiar pain. Maybe his father would have liked him better if his mother was still with them. The garden was beautiful, even at night when the moon was at it's highest, and he was glad that he could share it with his friend.
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Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 2:49 pm
Hyde was entranced by the silvery glow set upon the gardens by the high moon, it was gorgeous here and he smiled happily. Feeling at ease for a while. "it's lovely here Kyou" he commented softly, turning to grin at his friend. In higher spirits by now.
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2007 3:37 am
Kyou nodded in agreement. It felt wonderful to be able to show Hyde this side to himself, even if it was one that had been hidden in the past for so long with his bittersweet memories of childhood. It overjoyed him to know that Hyde appeared to understand it as well and had shared secrets of his own. Those secrets were far from pleasant ones though, and the Seelie had been shocked to find that his friend was not as strong as he had once believed. But in some ways he found the elf's attempts to hide it quite endearing, as if he wasn't the only person who guarded his feelings. They may have come from completely different backgrounds but the two of them had a lot in common. "I've always loved it here," he repeated "Probably because flowers don't judge you like Fae do. They just sit and listen."
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2007 5:20 am
"and look pretty" Hyde added with a smile, a smile full of secrets as Macy would put it. Hyde held secrets, and he attempted to bury his past, but it kept resurfacing and depressing him. He'd only started harming himself recently, it wasn't an old habit.
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 3:19 am
"Yeah, that to." Kyou laughed softly then paused. "Thank you for coming here." he continued "It just hasn't been the same being at home and not seeing you and Chai and Sho every day at work. It may sound stupid, but I enjoy working more than my time off. I just hope that father can see that and not send me anywhere else." It would be horrible if he had to leave his friends. His father had threatened to send him to heal for the Fae armies, healing magic was rare in that part of the underground and doctors could very easily work their way up in rank if they devoted their power to arms.
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 3:58 am
Hyde watched Kyou, a smile on his face as he listened to the other talk. "no problem and if you leave, i'd honestly cry. You mean alot to me Ky" he said softly, brushing a hand over Kyou's cheek as he looked down at the Unseelie with a soft smile.
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