She lied to me for the past three months.
She didn't care.
I ******** up, yeah, I know.
I said we try to fix things.
She said okay, and we started up again.
A week later she through me back worse than ever.
Whenever I end up alone my mind drifts on her again.
I know she doesn't care about me anymore.
It's not like she cared about me before earlier.
I know she's moved on.
But I mean.
We were together for a year and a half.
How can you move on that fast?
It's driving me crazy.
She plain out said to me.
I don't want to be with you anymore.
She made me feel like scum.
She didn't try to to talk to me.
She avoided me.
She knows I have emotional problems.
But she didn't care.
She threw me out.
Didn't try to talk to me.
Didn't even give me a reason.
I'm going crazy.
It seemed like for the past two days when I have more than one friend around she never gets on my mind.
But when I'm alone.
I can't stand it.
I know where she is.
She's out with all of her friends.
Having fun.
Not caring about anything.
Especially not me.
she never cared.
And she didn't contact me.
When I tried to contact her, the minute my voice raised, she ran off.
I can't talk to her alone.
There's always someone else.
I can't bring myself to hate her.
only myself
